Unless you know
I just need a stone to replace my heart
A vessel of hemlock, to redesign my veins
Give me a garden of messy thorn
Where petals are grown to mourn
Give me a grave where souls are happy,
Pain won't have body, laughter won't be meek
Give me a desert that will quench my thirst
Give me a forest where I won't be lost
Sell me a star that will hanker after my shadow
Show me a pathway that's bitter and carries dark meadows.
If this world is a nucleus
I am the one and only electron,
That resides in it with it's wings of negativity.
Oh dear! To this world I am a black cat
An abandoned widow of rainbow.
Never a saint but always a stain.
—Janousmi >O<