jansvparadox

getting inebriated might be the only way to free me from my mind

jansvparadox

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to see you so different from who you used to be. 
          perhaps it is my disillusionment that clouds my eyes, and my aching grief blinding my judgement; or perhaps it is all my shame and guilt and embarrassment that torture me by having your image embedded in my mind; that leads to this fucked up predicament of mine

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slam fucking poetry
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jansvparadox

"child" is so special. emotional but resolute, vulnerable yet unwavering in its expression of identity. sure it wasn't something that hadn't been done before, but it is a piece that really, genuinely resonates with me. there’s a certain 'rawness' to it, but not the kind of visceral intensity i often hear from mainstream artists. it operates on a quieter, more intimate(?, even) frequency -  just at the exact wavelength where my heart lies.

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wtf was i thinking writing this
            still it a good song nonetheless
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jansvparadox

mark rlly got his message across w that one whew. fantastic dude thanks for my favorite crash out song (at times lifts me up too btw dont know why that happens) but yes good job nonetheless
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