jansvparadox
i am just so sad, all the time
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jansvparadox
see you next season ;)
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for some reason i keep mixing up shane hollander and hudson williams. i pulled an all nighter last night, ao3 is down, the weather is as annoying as it can get, i’m so tired and sweaty and greasy and i just want to sleep but i can’t because exams are tmr #fuck me in the ass bro
jansvparadox
2026 hyperfixation list: one piece (ll/zs?/law) -> stsg (still have them as my phonescreen) -> hr (just finished it yesterday. shane and connor are phenomenal)(hollanov. i’ve been engaging in the fd lowkey)
jansvparadox
i’m going back to 505,
if it’s a seven hour flight or a fortyfive minute drive.
jansvparadox
getting inebriated might be the only way to free me from my mind
jansvparadox
numb
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to see you so different from who you used to be.
perhaps it is my disillusionment that clouds my eyes, and my aching grief blinding my judgement; or perhaps it is all my shame and guilt and embarrassment that torture me by having your image embedded in my mind; that leads to this fucked up predicament of mine
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test drive
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lộn nhộn một mớ bòng bong trong lòng
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