jason-hacker

YO IF U DID NOT ALREADY CHECK OUT MY NEW ACCOUNT, I AM GOING TO DISABLE/DELETE THIS ONE IN A MOMENT SP PLEASE GO FOLLOW MY NEW ACCOUNT

HEY GUYS I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT IM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THE SWITCH BUT I HAD TO SWITCH ALL MY SHIT OVER TO A NEW DEVICE I WILL BE CONTINUING MY STORY ON THERE, THERES NO NEED TO WORRY
          -JASON

OK I KNOW 9/11 IS REALLY SERIOUS AND I ALMOST CRIED DURING THE DOCUMENTARY WE WATCHED BC THEY HAD THE MOM OF MARC BINGHAM ON THERE (ONE OF THE PASSENGERS THAT HELPED TAKE BACK FLIGHT 93) AND SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW HE HAD JUST COME OUT TO HER AS GAY AND SHE HAD JUST STARTED REALIZING THE ISSUES GAY PEOPLE FACED AND HE HAD JUST STARTED DATING THIS GUY AND THEY WHERE GONNA GET MARRIED AND IT WAS SO SAD BUT I DID NOT PAY ATTENTION TO ANYTHING ELSE BC I WAS TOO FOCUSED ON THE FACT THAT GERARDS PTSD CAUSED THE BULLETS ALBUM AND IT ALSO HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH 50 SHADES OF GRAY AND SUZANNE MEYERS THE AUTHOR OF TWIGHLIGHT WANTED GERARD TO BE EDWARD SO I COULDNT STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW 911 HAD EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THAT ALBUM AND THAT JUST MADE THE DOCUMENTARY BE SO MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL BC 911 LITTERALLY SHAPED MCR CULTURE

SUP ITS JAY, FOR NOW, I LITTERALLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT GENDER I AM AHAHA I JUST KNOW I LIKE TO DRESS THE WAY I DRESS I WANNA LOOK THE WAY I WANNA LOOK (NO TITS AND A DICK ALSO A FACE THAT LOOKS AS AMAZING AS ANDY BEIRSACKS LIKE HES GORGEOUS) SO IDC WHAT U THINK ITS HE/HIM OR THEY/THEM SCREW U HATERS

I'm going to apologize now if I go silent for awhile, it is bc my dad might be an asshole and take all my electronics away. This is not garrunteed but.... some stuff is going on and he wants me to transfer all my stuff onto a new tablet, which I don't want to do because then I'll have to share it with my sister and then I'll have no privacy and we'll most likely get into an argument about it, which I'll end by saying "'then I might as well not have any devices" resulting in this tablet being taken and me having no access to the interwebs so if I go silent for more than week straight then assume this is why or my siblings ran up the hotspot AGAIN

IM IN BAND FUCK YEAH, WE GOT A BASSIST, IM A SINGER, THE BASSIST MIGHT ALSO DO BACK UP VOCALS AND DUET WITH ME OCCASIONALLY, ALSO I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHERE U LIVE BUT IF UR 18-13 AND U HAVE DISCORD JUST RESPOND TO THIS OR DM ME, WE NEED A DRUMMER AND GUITARIST, THERES ONLY ME AND A GIRL NAMED LEX SO PLS HIT ME UP 

IM IN BAND FUCK YEAH, WE GOT A BASSIST, IM A SINGER, THE BASSIST MIGHT ALSO DO BACK UP VOCALS AND DUET WITH ME OCCASIONALLY, ALSO I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHERE U LIVE BUT IF UR 18-13 AND U HAVE DISCORD JUST RESPOND TO THIS OR DM ME, WE NEED A DRUMMER AND GUITARIST, THERES ONLY ME AND A GIRL NAMED LEX SO PLS HIT ME UP 

YO I'm concerned I just looked at a book that was titled physcotic and my first thought was "yo same" tf why was that my first reaction???

YEET ANOTHER CHAOTER OUT NOW READ IT BITCHES LOTS OF PLOT TWISTS AND CONFUSING SHIT ALSO ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER

I want to rant about thus someone but I don't know who cuz littelerally no matter who j rant to about it online is gonna feel guilty so I'll just put it on here becuz no really ever checks these things. SO
          I was gone since August 11th no one had any updates about my whereabouts. No one knew if I had committed suicide, just lost internet, or what had happened. At least my online friends. I'm on 13 servers on discord, most of which are pretty big. I was really active on them. So I would think that someone would've noticed I was gone. How many people noticed? 3. Only 2 of them dmed me. Those two where my gf so that's a given, and a friend who I was talking to that day. No one on Twitter noticed, no one on here noticed, no one else on discord noticed. And I talked to y'all every fucking day. But did anyone care? No. And in my own fucking house my little bro tells me to stop talking. I'm forgotten about in my own house. I sit in my room in the dark, and no one notices. My dad didn't even notice the week old scars on my arm when I rolled up my sleeves for the first time in a week. No one notices anything I do, and if they notice they do not care. So how the fuck am I supposed to get better if no one cares either way?