javeriazaheer9

Although i swore i would never let myself feel this worthless ever again, here i am letting someone make me doubt myself and what I'm actually worth. I'm back to an older version of me i swore I'd never become; I'm giving way too much and receiving pain in return yet still giving. I'm settling for less, a love -what i call it at least sugarcoating its toxicity- i don't deserve. If it hadn't been for 'friends' occasionally reminding me that I'm worth much more, i don't know how further i could have hurt myself by letting such toxic people into my shell. 
          	I can't decide which is worse, willingly settling for less while doubting myself, or having someone remind me because apparently I've been deliberately forgetting my worth? 
          	I'm worth more than this, so i don't know why i let you hurt me.

javeriazaheer9

Although i swore i would never let myself feel this worthless ever again, here i am letting someone make me doubt myself and what I'm actually worth. I'm back to an older version of me i swore I'd never become; I'm giving way too much and receiving pain in return yet still giving. I'm settling for less, a love -what i call it at least sugarcoating its toxicity- i don't deserve. If it hadn't been for 'friends' occasionally reminding me that I'm worth much more, i don't know how further i could have hurt myself by letting such toxic people into my shell. 
          I can't decide which is worse, willingly settling for less while doubting myself, or having someone remind me because apparently I've been deliberately forgetting my worth? 
          I'm worth more than this, so i don't know why i let you hurt me.

javeriazaheer9

Have seen many toxic people but this one has their own level of toxicity. Like bro, you've not been asked for help neither to take our decision or choose our food or handling our tasks. 
          You black sheep, please! your interference is not at all required everywhere you step. People can take their decisions, choose from their options likewise their requirement. We didn't ask you and let's suppose, if you be doing because you owe a kind heart and a helping hand then kindly atleast polish your tongue before it drops more harsh words and make someone feel lesser or dumb.
          There're people, who are lossing their self confidence because of the people like you. Please, they already have alot to fight for and to fight within themselves. Do not give them another reason to give up on their life and to make them complain more from themselves. 
          SPREAD HAPPINESS, POSITIVITY. WE NEED IT. :)

javeriazaheer9

Being betrayed is hard to live with...
          The sorrow of betrayal doesn't come all at once but in stages, as you begin to realize the extent..
          Once trust is violated, old emotions & pains are always at the back of your mind .. 
          So don't betray trust .. for it will be hard to restore what's lost..!!