jaydefied

and i just realized that my flower boys are actually fragments of me, of the personas I had to give up for the others to thrive, my greatest what-ifs and regrets

jaydefied

how scary it is that i can risk my peace just to see you

jaydefied

but thank you self for trying. you may regret it, but i know that soon, you'll be grateful why you did. hugs <3
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jaydefied

even though i know that you can always reject me, weave threads of lies that will end up with me questioning myself over and over again
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