I fell in love once , he was everything I had ever dreamed of , even though my mom pulled him out of my life twice , he always came back  , we were happy , then my mom pulled him out of my life again ....................... only this time she involved authorities, never even had the opportunity to tell the love of my life that I love him , I never had the time to tell him that I've always loved him, that I will always miss him, that I can't imagine a life without him, that I can't let him go , that he's the only thing that keeps me up at night , that his face is the only thing I see when I close my eyes , that he was the only one keeping my depression and suicidal thoughts away ,  that he means the world to me , that he was and always will be my first love , but most importantly I NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE 😭😭💔💔