I feel sometimes as if no one actually cares about me... and if I... like... am even somewhere I feel like I am not even supposed to be there, people think that I am cool, I just act that way. sure believe it or not I am bullied and I say f off and I am done with that, I know that my best friend thinks I shouldn't fight... but I need to... I think... I don't know... A long time ago I was forgotten, i felt like no one even cared about me and I was on the verge of life that day, like 4 months ago with my dead best friend and my gf broke up with me. I am reaching out, this way b/c I don't want to say it in words, I want to express how I feel with these mesh keys on my laptop in my darkroom, and music as loud as it can get. For those who care thank you, and you have helped me through my life and I love you all. These past 3 years have been terrible for me, I have lost all of the people I used to know and I live in an absolute hell hole, called South Carolina, sure there are a few people that I would die for here, Bri, Ely, and a few others, but other than that it sucks. I got into my first fight ever on Friday, and I am suspended.
That is all I am going to rant about today. For those reading this, I love you and thank you for caring enough in this life.
