jaysway

I'm back

heres my discord server where we can talk abt shit pls join https://discord.gg/yk975MURcb

I love that theres a lot of representation on lgbtq+ members, it makes me and others feel included but the only problem is that theres not a lot of stories on wattpad about trans girls. Why am I saying this? because one day I'll be writing my own story about a trans woman soon and I hope I turns out well. all I need is a bit of time from school and a bit of inspiration. 
          
          I'll keep you guys updated about it. love ya nerds 

yeah so um, I died but I think I should be online on wattpad soon, not that I needed a break from anything anyway but I just got bored and yeah

also thank you guys so much for the support, I know its been hard for me to recover from the whole incident but my parents are trying to understand but not really, they're really chill now thats what im trying to say. and I took an unexpected break bc of school and shit. but yeah I'm less broken then I was before. 
          
          buh bye :)

I post another shit post so yeah

ok well, I spoke with my therapist about me being trans and he said that my best option was for HIM to speak with my mom instead of me. I was very very nervous bc both my parents plus my whole fam were HEAVILY religious. they believed that homosexuality was a sin. I waited in the waiting room (well actually a hall) for about 20 minutes, fidgeting with my pop-socket on the back of my phone. my palms were sweating thoughts came rushing in my head and I was almost in tears. bro it was scary. finally, my therapist and my mom came into the waiting room. mom didn't look at me. she didn't speak. she stayed like that on the 30 minute way home...
          when we went back home, she said, and I quote, the most scaring foul words I would never forget, "you fucking f*g! you are doing this just for attention! YOU. ARE. NOT. TRANS. you are a male. you have male genitals. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with you. its got to stop now. you are ruining this family. you have shamed us. now everyone is going to know that we have a fucking f*ggot in this household." she just kept running her mouth while I was crying uncontrollably until she sent me to my room.
          its going to take time for me to recover, and its going to take time for my parents to understand.
          
          I'll still be active on wattpad since my mom hasn't taken away my phone. I'll be okay. hopefully things will be okay with my parents.

Hey I just wanted to say that If you haven’t already came out to your parents and all your friends that’s ok you shouldn’t feel obligated to do so. Instead it should feel like something that either is lead up to, a special moment, or just something that comes out naturally due to conversations. But don’t think it has to be those three it can be anything really it’s not me it’s you. And also I’d like to let you know that you have my full support in transitioning into a woman...? I think if I got that right but if it’s not bad to ask after you become a woman are you going to be with men or women or both? Idontknowimweirdimsorryiaskedbuttttt

I hope your transitioning goes well min venn, you seem like such a nice person <3 that being said, if you ever need to talk to someone about it I'm always willing to listen, and so are many other supportive strangers on the Internet.
          I hope you have a good day :)

I wrote my first fanfic please tell me if its shit or not