jazunyan

hey, it's been awhile :')
          	
          	Thank you all for your support over the years, it means so much that people find comfort (or cringe-ness) in my words. Nonetheless, I'm grateful.
          	
          	I tend to find myself back here whenever I'm going through something alone. I made this account and started writing when I was 16—feeling alone while my mother was diagnosed with cancer, my relationship of 4 years falling apart, no close friends, and just overcoming bullying.
          	
          	I'm 23 now (??), and a lot has changed. I followed my passion and became a graphic designer, I've gone through my fair share of relationships, discovered I was bisexual (!!), and continue to deal with mental health issues.
          	
          	I keep thinking back to when I was 16-17 and how I miss those years. Even though a lot of the events that happened when I was 16 sucked, I met the best friends I've ever had, experienced my first queer love (but didn't know it at the time), discovered my passion for my career, and was just beginning to discover who I am.
          	
          	I've been thinking about how to feel like that again, and I had the urge to write. Sooo, with that, I'm back :') I'm planning to write a queer/sapphic story about my first love. I'm excited to share it with you all soon.
          	
          	With love,
          	jazunyan
          	
          	PS:
          	To all the BTS stans that have followed my stories throughout the year—I haven't been a dedicated stan since I was 19 :-( so I won't be continuing to write about them anymore, but they will always have a special place in my heart. Thank you for reading my stories.

jazunyan

oh also, my mom is okay now btw!!
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jazunyan

hey, it's been awhile :')
          
          Thank you all for your support over the years, it means so much that people find comfort (or cringe-ness) in my words. Nonetheless, I'm grateful.
          
          I tend to find myself back here whenever I'm going through something alone. I made this account and started writing when I was 16—feeling alone while my mother was diagnosed with cancer, my relationship of 4 years falling apart, no close friends, and just overcoming bullying.
          
          I'm 23 now (??), and a lot has changed. I followed my passion and became a graphic designer, I've gone through my fair share of relationships, discovered I was bisexual (!!), and continue to deal with mental health issues.
          
          I keep thinking back to when I was 16-17 and how I miss those years. Even though a lot of the events that happened when I was 16 sucked, I met the best friends I've ever had, experienced my first queer love (but didn't know it at the time), discovered my passion for my career, and was just beginning to discover who I am.
          
          I've been thinking about how to feel like that again, and I had the urge to write. Sooo, with that, I'm back :') I'm planning to write a queer/sapphic story about my first love. I'm excited to share it with you all soon.
          
          With love,
          jazunyan
          
          PS:
          To all the BTS stans that have followed my stories throughout the year—I haven't been a dedicated stan since I was 19 :-( so I won't be continuing to write about them anymore, but they will always have a special place in my heart. Thank you for reading my stories.

jazunyan

oh also, my mom is okay now btw!!
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IKA_ace

Hi... I have started writing a story recently. Please do check it out. It's called Deep In The Grey...
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/314283596?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=IKA_ace&wp_originator=1wV%2F3IVWEJ2qCCnKQmcs%2FqrdFBoCfaKwU9RPuR2cQeyNOdA11d7Xr0HL237vY8%2F1PcBFiIBp%2BUiVJ85f6OWOJiWaGogK%2F4Hvq5M%2BsVfVF47g6oBbbNqzcpCd733NvYRn

jazunyan

its officially been 2 years since i made this account :') 
          
          i just wanna say thank you so much to you all for reading and supporting my stories. i know most of you are here for my bts fanfics and i appreciate you for those, but i also appreciate the ones who also read my poetry. it rly means a lot to me ♥️ 
          
          its so crazy how I used to be so grateful for just 200 reads. "dangerous love" is at almost 100k reads now and is still growing. that incredible and im so so grateful for the success of that story. 
          
          thank you to the readers that have followed my stories since the beginning, and even to the readers who have just begun now. 
          
          thank you again for your reads, comments, votes and messages. i hope i can get the motivation to start writing fics again hahaa. 
          
          ~ jazunyan

jazunyan

i also just wanna say thank you to everyone again. its crazy that even though i've been on such a long hiatus people are still supporting me and continuing to read my stories. thank you to everyone who has told me that they understand my hiatus, and wish for me to feel better soon. it truly warms my heart and reminds me of how happy i felt being on here. i hope i come back soon, but with college being hectic i'm not sure if i will. i hope i do make time for it in the future though.
          
          thank you so so much again for your support, loves.
          ~ ja

jazunyan

i'm back again. and i'm leaving again.
          i don't think i'll finish my tinder story just because i'm starting college next week and i'm really busy. i think i only come on here now when i feel depressed and need to write as a coping mechanism lol. 
          
          but anyways, i've posted two new books. two collections of poetry i've written about my exes. these two collections of poetry were written during and after my relationships with them. those are my feelings, the words i wrote in my most vulnerable and emotional state. those are the feelings i felt in those moments, in the form of words. it's very personal. something i thought i would never show anyone, but i wanted to release them. i want someone to know the pain i've endured. these past few days have been hard on me. i thought i was okay, i thought i was done missing them and that i fully love myself; but i'm not. these past few nights i've missed them so much and have cried over them. i fell back into this hole of sadness because of them and because i've been feeling so lonely. this made me want to write again.
          
          i hope you read my words, and feel what i felt. i hope you try to make sense of it all with me, because i'm still trying to.
          
          until the next time i decide to log on,
          ~ ja