jazzzclub

ANOTHER PART IS UP, I AM FEEDING TODAY 

jazzzclub

new chapter up guys! ugh i’m so sorry if it’s disappointing, i’ve had such a horrible bout of writer’s block and i feel like everything i write isn’t good enough. i did my best with this one, so here’s some more soft draco & y/n (before things turn for the worst lol who said that…) enjoy!!! :)

jazzzclub

GUYS I'M ALIVE!!!
          
          phew. i've been gone a while. i've had a hell of a year. 
          
          Y'ALL AREN'T JOKING ABOUT THAT AO3 AND WATTPAD WRITER CURSE. I SWEAR IT GOT ME.
          
          i had a bout of seizures so bad i almost had to be put into an induced coma. this epilepsy stuff is no joke. i went 5 months seizure free, trying to live a normal life and all, and then about a week ago i had another. that time i lost my ability to speak for about an hour, but it came back! thank god. 
          
          i've been writing up on this baby a bit & i'm very pleased to present you with another chapter. i hope you enjoy it & i hope it fulfills your hunger for more of this story!!!
          
          i'll do my best to keep it up. i'm very proud of this work, and i want it to be finished. stay safe, take care of you, and enjoy!!!

Sapphire_Serpens

@jazzzclub How are you doing now?
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Sapphire_Serpens

@jazzzclub You're so sweeet! Gosh, I love you! And you're so talented too! (Teach me your ways pleaseeeee)
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jazzzclub

omg guys i am so sorry that i haven’t updated in forever. i genuinely have had such a rough time with all of my testing and dealing with my diagnosis that i completely forgot about this fic. however, i am determined to finish it now!
          
          this is more about why ive been gone, you dont have to read if you dont wanna :)
          
          so, like i said in the past, (maybe i did? i can’t remember) i have epilepsy. i was diagnosed on may 10, 2024. ive been struggling with seizures, specifically status epilepticus (more than one seizure all less than five minutes apart), and tons of hospital visits. i even had to take a break from university for this past semester. it’s helped a lot. 
          
          my seizing got so bad that i had to go for an extended stay at a hospital that offered it, which was a horrible experience and i hated every second of it, and i was very medically wronged. 
          
          turns out, despite that awful hospital stay, i have both epilepsy and PNES, which is common in 50% of people diagnosed with epilepsy anyway. i’m having to attend CBT therapy because PNES is often associated with childhood or severe traumas. 
          
          in short, life has not been very kind to me lol. i’m starting to pick back up, starting to shed all of my anger, and starting to try to be better and find solutions instead of damning myself. 
          
          writing is one of those, and this fic is one i am especially proud of. 
          
          thank you all for your support, your kindness, and just for being alive! everyone deserves to hear that every now and then, coming from your author bestie who was almost put into an induced coma and whose oxygen went down to 70  that’s my way of saying life is precious, i guess 
          
          love you all bunches, and i hope two chapters as an update will help show my sorrow for not being here. i’ll continue to update!! 

jazzzclub

i’ve been working on the newest chapters! i have some written and not published yet. trying to get a decent amount done to make up for how long i’ve been gone!
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darjeeling_girl

@jazzzclub OMG thank you for your update!! I'm so happy you're back because i love your story so much! I'm sorry for what you're going through, you seem like a very strong person ! I hope you didn't give up since february, and that you're doing okay.
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jazzzclub

new chapter! sorry guys, life is changing a lot for me. got my first apartment, struggled with my epilepsy, and got my medication upped this past week!! i got a puppy a couple of days ago (miniature dachshund!!!) and i’m trying to find something to keep me occupied when i’m not busy. adulthood smacks you in the face lol. i hope you like this chapter!

jazzzclub

i finally got the next chapter up PHEW! sorry i’ve been struggling. had another seizure and i’ve been feeling pretty cruddy. i’m on my way to getting better, so i’m feeling hopeful, but i’m trying not to get my hopes up, if that makes sense. i hope you guys enjoy! i’m sorry about my absence, and i hope this little chapter can make up for it a bit :)