omg guys i am so sorry that i haven’t updated in forever. i genuinely have had such a rough time with all of my testing and dealing with my diagnosis that i completely forgot about this fic. however, i am determined to finish it now!
this is more about why ive been gone, you dont have to read if you dont wanna :)
so, like i said in the past, (maybe i did? i can’t remember) i have epilepsy. i was diagnosed on may 10, 2024. ive been struggling with seizures, specifically status epilepticus (more than one seizure all less than five minutes apart), and tons of hospital visits. i even had to take a break from university for this past semester. it’s helped a lot.
my seizing got so bad that i had to go for an extended stay at a hospital that offered it, which was a horrible experience and i hated every second of it, and i was very medically wronged.
turns out, despite that awful hospital stay, i have both epilepsy and PNES, which is common in 50% of people diagnosed with epilepsy anyway. i’m having to attend CBT therapy because PNES is often associated with childhood or severe traumas.
in short, life has not been very kind to me lol. i’m starting to pick back up, starting to shed all of my anger, and starting to try to be better and find solutions instead of damning myself.
writing is one of those, and this fic is one i am especially proud of.
thank you all for your support, your kindness, and just for being alive! everyone deserves to hear that every now and then, coming from your author bestie who was almost put into an induced coma and whose oxygen went down to 70 that’s my way of saying life is precious, i guess
love you all bunches, and i hope two chapters as an update will help show my sorrow for not being here. i’ll continue to update!!