*Inhales*
Hello, I know I haven't been on here since "Life" got in the way, but I just want to publicly want to apologize for my friends/ex best friends.
I am sorry for my action of hurting you guys out of greed, anger, and desperate. Not even an apology can make up for what I did to them.
I especially want to apologize to @Beth_Nightingale_ and @Xx-Din_Din-xX since they showed me so much kindness that I screw them over and took advantage of them. I do not deserved your forgiveness and even if you do I appreciate it and do not deserve it.
It took me almost two years to get my emotions and life together and moving on what happened betwee them. I just want to get this off my chest before I can move on and honestly drop of becoming a writer.
Honestly I lost so much reason to continue on writing and it's my ignorance and greed fault. These amazing friends motivate and inspired so many stories with the characters and sadly most of these two help create characters that are in my series. So they deserved to become writers than I do.
I don't know if anyone of them will see this or anyone else but if you do I hope your living your life and being happy.
I know this may be bad to put on here, but I am more embarrassed to text them and I would rather embarrassed myself than afraid to hurt them more......
I just wish I can make up for the bad deed I caused but have to live on the guilt forever.
Sincerely, Jazzzy