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Sometimes the people you love are the ones that hurt you the most. They put you down, make you feel like shit, tell you what you can and can't do when you grow up. And after say sorry, I feel like this just because you say sorry don't mean you really mean it and it doesn't take away the pain, I believe some people don't even know the meaning of sorry, they just say it because they think that's what the person want them to say. Sorry don't mean shit to me if you are going to continue doing the same thing. Fuck sorry, fuck it. Whenever you do decide to tell them how you feel, they make it seem like you're crazy. I fucking hate it. When you cry they say that you are showing your weakness, and they say it's bad. But sometimes you just need to cry. And that's what I'm going to do, and hope/pray that one day the pain goes away.
So when I'm feeling down I listen to August Alsina song cry https://youtu.be/owqANzkOZMs
oh Don't ever let nobody make you feel like shit, because trust me you're not. And always try to smile through the pain