he’s really gone. i didn’t really know shinee that well, and i didn’t really know the members either. but i definitely didn’t know what was going through jonghyuns head. all i know is that he was an angel and in many ways a light in other people’s darkness. somehow he couldn’t find his own light in his life. jong-hyun was found dead in his apartment, his last texts to his older sister were the only way people knew it was suicide. i’m turning off today, as i’m bawling in the middle of school. i don’t know when i’ll be back, but it won’t be for a while.