jcylene

that panic when everyone else is going ahead & you r just left behind

jcylene

it is so so so weird how some people change from what they were to whole another person — i mean life circumstances, maturity — yeah ok but even then why does it feel like they have become a stranger all over again ?

jcylene

                         here is a reminder —
          
          
          
          In case your brain is telling you otherwise: you deserve to feel genuinely good. In mind, in body, in spirit. You deserve to speak up, to be loud, to create room at the table and know you are wanted there. You deserve to ask for help and receive it, and to feel supported. You deserve to have others show up for you, as well as show up for yourself. You deserve one heck of a community. You deserve to make a big deal out of things that are a big deal to you. You deserve to give love and feel love and not second guess any of it. You deserve to be here.
          
          
          Brianna Pastor

t1red_4ngel

@jcylene <333
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jcylene

so i have made my mind — i'll be pursuing higher studies & move to an academic position. i dont see myself moving through the busy life of cooperate — i guess this was the path for me from the beginning.

jcylene

finally finished reading PROJECT HAIL MARY! & i have never felt so blue after having finished reading a book. the book is absolutely gold. its been a long long time since i came across a book that felt like making a friend. god, i will miss reading this book! ( also it starts to make you love physics for some reason LOL ).

t1red_4ngel

@jcylene yeah it depends, I hope it turns out well or we will both be disappointed :(
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jcylene

@t1r3d_b1tch yeahh it is sometimes different — but then again, it really depends. i just hope the movie turns out good at the end & doesnt be a flop and do injustice to the book / the author :"> plus they r made by the same creators as the martian ( which happens to be another andy weir book ). so we can hope it will be good at the end :">
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t1red_4ngel

@jcylene thank you for understanding and I’ll look into it, hopefully I’ll read the book before the movie comes out so I can compare the movie to the book. When they make movies out of books isn’t it usually different right?
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