no words can describe the pain I feel in my heart right now. Kim Jonghyun was a special person, his personality was overflowing with happiness. I'm having trouble writing this in past-tense because I don't (or can't) believe he is dead. I can't believe that I will never hear his voice again. although Jonghyun's death is terrible, it brings light to how horrible depression is and how we need to deal with it. although Jonghyun is gone, he will never ever be
forgotten. it's nice seeing Kpop stans of different artists come together to show support, even people outside the Kpop community heard about this and showed their support despite not even knowing who Kim Jonghyun was before this news. SHINee will always be five, no matter the circumstances. although, now it consists of 4 members and an angel. i hope you know how much we love you Jonghyun, you saved us yet we couldn't save you and we're sorry for that.
