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Hello,
          — i had to rewrite all this because wattpad wanted to delete it so i wrote it in google docs smh —
          
          I have decided that I want to quit this account. During the past year, I was proud of some work I have created, yet there was always this doubt, or maybe even sadness that came with my books. I was never really happy with the progress I made and have always wanted to create something more, and I feel that way with pretty much everything I do. Maybe I am just very hard on myself, but when I want to do something I enjoy because it’s fun and it’s a way for me to escape, and I can’t do that because I feel as though it is not a hobby but a job, I know I need a fresh start, a clean slate to find love for something I once couldn’t wait to do the minute I got home.
          
          I also found myself feeling a bit uncomfortable at times with the fact that most people who are my moots and read my stories are minors. This could also be another reason as to why I didn’t want to work on and publish my stories to my fullest capability. I know I cannot help that, and I cannot control who reads my books, but it is hard to be yourself or show who you are through your writing when you know kids are the ones reading it, and that is not the audience I want to have. 
          
          Because of that reason, I was unsure if I wanted to tell you all what the account is called that I’m moving to, but I realized I probably should just announce it anyway if I want people to know it’s me. However, I am going to post what I want without fear anymore for those who are reading my books. I want to use this new account as a comfort, safe space that I will mainly write on, and therefore, I’ll most likely be less interactive. The account is @enhaquill and I have so many ideas so I hope I can actually complete at least one. 
          
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Pookie always has the cutest themes ever :(

QUEENIE

NANI BABYYYYYYY

ur theme is soo pretty I CAN'T (〃´`〃)
          alsoo Goodluck with all of ur school (college?) work u must be tired (っ- ‸ - ς) here have a kiss for you're hard work ( ˶˘ ³˘(⋆❛ ہ ❛⋆)!♡

me writing hella and lowkey cooking but not for my own stories, for all these fckass papers instead :) how fun.
          
          IVE WRITTEN MY ENTIRE 5 PAGED PAPER DRAFT IN 2 HOURS .. im not even done though because i realized i still need to add two literary sources and explain more NAURRRR
          
          and then i have another one thats a case study paper and has to be at least 8-10 pages…….. FCKKKKKK MEEEEE IN THE AAAAASSSS-
          
          AND I HAVE TO DO THIS ALL BEFORE THE WEEKEND FCKMEFCKMEFCKMEEEEEE DJSKDIFJDKD FUCJKKKKKKJJJJ IM DOOMEDDD
          
          BUT THEN I HAVE MY PROJECT FOR MY OTHER CLASS AND THEN IM DONE SOON YIPPEEEEEE (me tryna give myself hope)
          
          BEAR WITH ME PLS *praying emoji*

yall i said 10 business days on nov 7th so that means next update will be around nov 21 since business days means not including weekends so technically if you think about it im still keeping my word !!
          
          BUT, finals are here for me so that is why im not as active and updates are slow! please be patient :) (theres a lot i have to do, im sowwy)! ill get you your beloved jakewon dont worry my loves <3 so that also means that i might have to update a bit after nov 21, like the following week (because i am also going pretty far to see one of my friends this weekend)
          
          and finally, do not read my ao3 stuff (honestly, you shouldnt even be reading my wattpad stuff) if you are under 18. i dont feel comfortable with younger people reading that, so please, with all love and respect, stay away :)
          
          just thought id give you guys a quick update haha ^^

HERE YOU GO *random hugs*

my queen I MISS YOU COME BACK HERE

writing is hard okay