It's been a tough week. I don't think I can deal with everything all at once. I'm barely on here anyway, but I'm thinking I might delete everything and start fresh. I know a lot of people think of me as loyal to a fault, and I'm starting to see what they mean. I keep missing someone and defending them when all they do is leave. It hurts, and I'm going to take some time to try to understand it. I'm guessing this is probably goodbye for a long time. I'll be back eventually. I just have to deal with some things. Maybe even cut some people out of my life. If you need me and I know you, you likely have my snap. That's really the only thing I'll be on for a long time. I might start checking my discord again, I don't know. February is a really rough month for me. Hopefully, it can only get better. I went back to the therapist the other day. She says I have to go back on medication. I see the neurologist soon for my migraines. I go back to the wrist doctor really soon. I might be going back to physical therapy for my back and my wrist. Thank you to my friends that have helped me during this time, you know who you are. After I broke down crying yesterday, you were there. You told me my worth and cheered me up. Thank you for anyone that read this, have a nice day