Hey I read what u wrote. Don't worry I can feel what u r going through. One day out of nowhere my friend also started saying these things I was heartbroken and I was sulking around but uk what made me feel better,some jenlisa moments and watching some crack videos of our lovely crackheads. Cheerup don't worry about the future and ruin your present. We should cheerish the days we have with them and enjoy what they have to offer to us. Hope you get better soon