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my chem on my birthday??? 

writing a problematic fic because i'm a problematic person

so ive been with my boyfriend a year now and we're seeing twenty one pilots in september and dan and phil in november.
          
          in my defense, he had a crush on me in middle school at the peak of my "yeemo" phase.

4am yesterday writing garrence angst while half asleep and then crying to dorothea bc its so them

yo not having a laptop is DETRIMENTAL TO MY WRITING DUDE

my twitter is still @jennawantssleep 

writers block but like on a different level
          
          writers block in the way that i've given up yfm?
          
          like unless i have a clear as day idea, i'm not attempting it.
          
          i wrote poetry on my own every week for a month and now the juices are GONE

i've had crying over it all on loop for ages 

i have the biggest crush on awsten knight again

guys i tried my best its not doing shit