Ayumi | 🌌💎

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Hi

I'm officially stopping from writing and focus on my studying and be a fellow reader here now, (⁠ ⁠T⁠_⁠T⁠)⁠＼⁠(⁠^⁠-⁠^⁠ ⁠)

(┳◇┳) *CRIES* 
          
          "OK CHANGE OF MF PLAN!?"
          
          Ok here's the reason, so dearies I may or may not have any inspiration in writing books anymore here (ुŏ̥̥ŏ̥̥)
          
          After I mf changed my acc. Some of y'all felt like not appreciating my books anymore. Yeah I know, I know my books here sucks T^T
          
          Also whenever I put such effort on some chapters in my books....I felt like the more I update the more it comes worse.
          
          I mean, don't get me wrong these people I sometimes chat with here inmy announcements were the sweetest people I knew. 
          
          So if some of you wanted to remake mybooks you can *whispers* ᵍⁱᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ᶜʳᵉᵈⁱᵗ ᵗʰᵒ ˡᵒˡ ᵒᵏ
          
          But if not, it's okay dearies. It's not even worth it....so imma just delete them books of mine after a few days since I am mf having depression rnヾ(￣▽￣)~ *gojo laugh*
          
          Don't worry, I'm still here being a normal fellow reader soon,but NOT an author here anymore....cuz- *smiles sadly* maybe I'll tell y'all dearies later.
          
          
          
          That's all for now but don't misunderstood any of my words here,I don't want any of you take it the wrong way ok  (ToT)/
          

Oh would ya look at that, *laughs* welp guess imma be staying up all night again due to these mf homeworks then after that review until morning then get ready for school. Without sleeping again ☻︎☻︎☻︎

*inhales* 
          
          *exhales*
          
          • • •
          
          I've decided, that.................I WILL STAY AS AN AUTHOR AND CONTINUE MY BOOKS FOR Y'ALL MY DEARIES シ︎
          
          
          I though of it for quite some time, and I said to myself that:
          
          "What if I wanted to write another book or even got inspired by a fellow author/reader here. And made me want to write a new one for my special readers and fellow authors"
          
          Guess it was a good decision to stay as an author, and make books whenever you have a free time *chuckles*
          
          Y'all might ask " Jennie do you miss writing stories, like your previous works?"
          
          Well tbh yes I did missed my old acc. Books I made, and yeah still making a book here that would love the readers and fellow authors too.
          
          
          (•̀ᴗ•́)و " 偉大な作家になるために頑張ってください" 
          
          

Dearies, what do think? Should I just quit being an author and delete all my works? And just become a normal reader here?

Dearies.....I suck at writing aren't I?
          
           I know, I know this new acc. And new me seems to feel like I'm not good enough at smth....well-
          
          Yeah I have slow updates here, I know that sorry dearies. People changes from time to time. 
          
          If on my previous self/acc. That I was bubbly and happy go lucky all the time...then this new me? Bruh this author is fvcking emo-
          
          (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`) *cry myself through pain*
          
          I've bottled up so much pain and grudge...this year, ever since I was a child too though..but I changed yeah, but still hope were friends y'all.
          
          So much have happened this year, and I felt like dying already ☹︎☹︎☹︎

So........just came back in Tokyo after visiting my parents from Philippines, since my aunt on my mom side is in Europe rn and my aunt and cousin ( big bro ) on my dad side is in Tokyo also their very busy so they can't come...but before I visit my parents I gave an excuse letter at the school principal and my subject teachers and they allowed me to go for a few weeks tho thankfullyシ︎

....dearies my stories might be on rarely updated isn't it, yeah? Figures *sighs* welp I'm in highschool surely it's me being so busy, but I promise that once I am free wuth nothing to do...then imma make the chapters of each books.
              But don't expect that I am not changibg some topics of the new book since it's base from a true story. If you guessed that it's from other fellow authors...nope not them, but the person who felt nothing but emptiness after what happened to her past that made her traumatised just by remembering it all.
          
          
          that is all and yes quite boring for an author who rarely updates now since school is f2f already, with strict schedules *sighs*
          
          ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ " ⁱ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ˢᶜʰᵒᵒˡ ˢᵐ "