young forever

birth month !!!

I ATTENDED WANNA ONE CON YESTERDAY AND I HAD THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE JDNVNSNX

mISS KO NA SI JONGHYUN JWKXNQKCNE

na-judge ako ng nanay ko habang nage-edit non, sino daw ba yung mga babae AHAHAHAHA pero salamat !! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

merry christmas ✨ keep on smiling, love 

he made us believe that everything's alright, that he's happy yet we were too naive to realize that he's hurting.
          
          we were insensitive; i was insensitive. it wasn't his fault, it was nobody's fault. the pain was too much too handle and nobody can take it away.
          
          i ain't gonna lie. it hurts so much. i'm still senseless. i should've been a better fan. i should've shown him more love and appreciation.
          
          to jonghyun, wherever you are my love, please do know that everything's gonna be okay. you're in a happier place now right? we may be sad right now but its gonna heal. please do know that i'm really thankful that i met you. you've done a great job. you've done so great that you exerted alot more — more to what is needed, more to what is expected. 
          
          although nobody expected the pain you're carrying, know that i'm always proud of you and your achievements. 
          
          i'll love you more than what you think. i'll love you until eternity. there is no one to blame — you're not the one to be blamed. i love you and i'll stay by your side until the end. 
          
          thank you for everything love. rest well 

i miss you so much, jonghyun. 

tftf foe

unfortunately, i have lots of training.
          
          → dance trainings
          → vocal trainings
          → acting workshop
          → volleyball and swimming clinic
          
          ILL PROBABLY HAVE A PRODUCTIVE SUMMER.

"HOW IS YOUR SUMMER?"
          
          → you mean, how i sleep late at night and wake up late in the morning? and maybe how i hold my phone 24 hours and do nothing? Yeah, i have a fun summer ←