𝒱𝒾𝓋𝒾 ｡^‿^｡

I wanna run away and hide from the world. 
          
          But my cowardness is stopping me to do so.. 
          
          I want help but I also don't want any help at all. 
          
          What's the point? 
          
          Everyone gets tired of me anyways... 
          
          I don't wanna make friends anymore 
          
          It sometimes hurts to be all alone but...mhm idk... 
          
          

Tbh I really feel like my story "Instagram User" will be finished after 3 years..
          
          Since this story is based on a real life incident, it entirely depends on the situation.
          
          Idk what will happen in the upcoming years 
          
          I seriously don't wanna give cliffhangers  I wanna complete the story for you all to fully enjoy and not wait for the chapters..
          
          I'll see what I can do..
          
          

It's pointless to make friends tbh.
          
          They will get tired of me. I don't understand how and why.
          
          Like am I way too annoying? Do I send way too many reels? Do I text a lot? Do I talk a lot? Do I care about you a lot? 
          
          Like bro just be fucking clear..
          
          I can't believe after everything I had done to reciprocate YOUR love and care, you end up being "tired"? 
          
          Bro. You need help or what?
          
          I seriously hate making friends now..
          
          I don't want to anymore..
          
          I feel like everyone is forcing me to socialize..I don't like it..
          
          Even if I do socialize, they are the ones who suddenly act like I don't exist..
          
          I think I'm better alone..

I fucking feel so frustrated tbh.
          
          Like from everyone and everything.
          
          I just feel like being all alone. I feel like isolating myself. I now hate making friends. What's the point? We will drift anyway.
          
          I wish I could run away and live far away without having to socialize and meet many people. 
          
          I hate how everyone plays with my feelings and twists everything I say. Like bitch wtf?
          
          People do stuff and say stuff that makes me mad. I lash out and it hurts them. When I try to explain they instead twist my words and tend to play the victim. I fucking hate these..
          
          

Haha, gone from Insta for 3 years, 9 months and 6 days ;)
          
          (Ugh it was so distracting. Plus 3 fucking people who I loved with all my heart and soul fucking left and shit happened, I was mentally harrased tbh. I hope they realise their mistakes. Yea I admit my faults are also there but bruh..you will leave just for some small mistakes? Have they ever realised their faults? Tsk tsk tsk.)
          
          Anyways, I've come up with new stories, and will publish them soon during this 3 year break !! I will try my best to write and publish as much as I can in my leisure time.
          
          
          Mwah, hope you enjoy ❤️!!!

Lol I wanna vent here :D 

A double update!!

Lol— Chapter 2 is published!

First Chapter is published!

Hey!!! I will start posting and updating again. I know I said these a lot but I never did it...I'm so sorry to you all...but I will start posting stories...and I will try my best to update as fast as possible :) 
          
          
          Also, KILLING FOR YOU will be re-written! It will not contain Hyunlix anymore. It will contain JEONGCHAN :) plus some new rivals! The storyline will be the same. 
          
          KILLING FOR YOU will be released in March ❤️ please stay tuned! ️ Peace!