sarbear!!

Hi love just to let u know I'm right here for you

when i got taken out of school i swore i was better but now i’ve just been sobbing i wish i could tell my parents how much i want to just hug them and cry
          
          i told my sister i cut again and she hasn’t read it in so scared i’m going on holiday in 3 days and it’s deep like it’s gaping open i don’t know what i’m even doing now i’m gonna have a scar for the rest of my life i already hate my old ones
          
          why am i destroying myself?

I hope you're okay hon

i wish someone checked in on my lmao

i literally can’t stay clean for longer than like 5 days but i gotta stop cus im
          going on holiday soon and i’ll have to share a room with my sister so she might see them ahh
          
          she already saw my arms last week and she told my whole family like brah

dude i literally feels like nobody cares about me i didn’t come out my room or eat at all today and i only had one meal yesterday and none of my family came to check on me like i’m spiralling back into that rlly bad place i was in

my princess how have u been doing?

IMY SARBEARRR ILYSMM PLZ DONT DO IT AGAIN :((

erm i was clean for 50 days but i did it again.. by mum took my penknife i was doing it with so i had to use a pencil sharpener blade ermmm…

so i’ve been doing better, i don’t have the stress of school anymore cus im getting homeschooled now, so for the past month i’ve been going to counselling and ive been self harm free for 31 days now, im rlly proud of myself and i’ve been feeling sm better
          
          i didn’t come here and say anything bc i haven’t been using social media, or anything to do with my phone recently. i’ve just been focusing on myself and using things like netflix and stuff, not talking to ppl.
          
          but uhmm yeah i’ve been doing better and i’m safe so ermmm