hye

just read the most DISGUSTING, GUT-WRENCHING, HORRIBLE, VOMIT INDUCING, ATROCIOUS, ABYSMAL paragraph ever ho-lee-sheet omg i literally skipped the next 3 chapters

heard some people calling muichiro a one half crosswise and I giggled a bit

christmas break just ended and we come back with a shit ton of projects, quizzes and an exam the next week? this is too much for us and even my mother agreed with that. considering the fact that our christmas break was just a week and a half, this is unfair. before break started, we already did 3 exams (2 major, 1 minor) for one quarter (there should only be 2 exams a quarter) in our school year and we have another one next week. wtf? I know the teachers get tired, but so do we. Not only that, but some teachers decided to give us heavy projects that are due either by the end of this week/friday, or next week, which let me remind you, WE HAVE AN EXAM. This shit happened as well in my previous year, too. I'm an academic achiever. I want my projects to be perfect in every possible way but how am I supposed to do that when we have so much projects for us to do? Because of this I'm being forced to stay up all night to do these because these projects tend to take up at least 2-3 weeks but all they gave us is ONE WEEK. It doesn't help at all that I have to fit in a therapy session on one of these days due to personal issues. Just a little more and I'm gonna have a full-on mental, emotional AND physical breakdown. This is stressing me out so much and I've barely have had enough time to properly eat any meals. (Most I've had is water, coffee and biscuits). I can't even hide it anymore, but I've lost weight as well.  I weigh around 46kg(?) and it dropped to 31-32 kg and it's killing me. I'm already underweight for my age, but this is just even more horrible for me. Honestly, I don't even know what to do anymore. The most breaks I get is around 15 minutes and that's it. I'm tired and badly drained.
          
          Sorry for the rant if anyone were to see this, I just need to get this off of my chest.

that one scene in mha where tomura and spinner were playing league of legends together was so cute

alam ko na wala na akong chance, pero please. let me prove how much i love and care for you. day and night, ikaw lang ang nasa isip ko, minsan nga napanaginipan pa kita e. tayong dalawa, magkasama at masaya. balik tayo sa time na wala tayong problema, puro gala at project para sa school

nagrerelapse ako guys miss ko na siya gusto ko na bumalik sa kanya ba't ba kami nagbreak ang sakit na ng puso ko please bumalik ka na sakin mahal na mahal pa kita

Umuwi ka na, baby
          Hindi na ako sanay nang wala ka
          Mahirap ang mag-isa
          At sa gabi'y hinahanap-hanap kita

MISS KO NA SIYA GUYS TANGINA AYOKO NAAAA HUHUHUHUHUHU

SHE'S SMILING LIKE SHE USED TO SMILE WAY BACK THEN, SHE'S FEELING LIKE SHE USED TO FEEL THE WAY BACK WHEN THEY TRIED. BUT SOMETHING KEPT THEM, WAITING FOR THIS MAGIC MOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENT OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

waiting for the books to update even though they're probably never gonna update because  the last one was 2-3 years ago <33