hye

waiting for the books to update even though they're probably never gonna update because  the last one was 2-3 years ago <33

i have a confession, as an oddball of a child, i liked watching shows without audios so i can practice my reading comprehension. one day i was watching harry potter and when i saw 'draco malfoy' in the subtitles, i fr misread that shi as DRAH-CO MAL-FEE so yeah for years i pronounced it that way and when my sis told me what the actual pronunciation was, holy shi bro i was embarrassed AFF like wym i talked to ppl abt him with the MOST WRONG, INCREDULOUS, INSANE, MENTAL, PRONUNCIATION KNOWN TO MAN. i be like "hey bro! drahco malfee is so cool!" and then they stare at me like im some dumbass and i am 키키키

me waiting for the books i like to update: 

Praying that Jeonghan will stay safe and healthy during military service, along with wishing that Jun will be successful in his acting pursuits. 
          
          I wish they both stay safe and healthy, all the while being happy. It'll be quite a long time until they will all be back together, but I'm willing to wait. I love them so much.

me waiting for him to do the first move because i'm such a pussy and i'm too scared to do shit 

bye dito na talaga ako nagchchat at hindi na sa twitter. honestly, I'd prefer chatting here ksi sa twitter acc ko, finafollow ako ng kapatid ko at mga friends ko Kaya ayaw ko to ipakita.
          
          anyways goodnight na FOR REAL kasi nanlalambot na ako dito. baka mahimatay pa nga ako e. nasusuka pa rin ako tulong.
          
          pero bye and goodnight

FORGOT TO MENTION.
          
          even if us 5 aren't in the same sections, magmemeet up pa rin kami often when we arrive sa school, breaks, and dismissal. 
          
          malamang, sooner or later, we won't have time to talk with each other, which saddens and scares me because they're my very first friends I've made that I'm really really close with. 
          
          sure, I've made many friends in the past, pero they're the ones na I love so much. I really don't want to leave them.  
          
          pero I should ready myself for the moment na magspsplit up na kami for realsies. hinahanda ko na saili ko para hindi umiyak.
          
          ksi for me,  most of the time, friendships and relationships never last.
          
           I remember I had a really really close friend that I had in kindergarten. we promised to each other that we would stay as best friends forever, pero tignan mo kung anong nangyare. nagtransfer siya sa ibanh school at di ko na nakita. wala rin siyang sinabi sakin na magttransfer siya. Kaya napaiyak ako.
          
          so really, gusto ko talaga maglast itong friendship na ito.
          

hay pasokan na sa August 14 (monday) nagkahiwalay kaming mga friends ko which means kailangan ko magsocialize ulit. 
          
          di pa ako ready, Lord Kunis nyo na po ako. Narinig ko rin sa Ate ko na strict  ung adviser namin PLUS Filipino teacher rin?!?!?! Hay mamamatay talaga ako. 
          
          tapos full f2f na. honestly, mas prefer ko blended learning (online and f2f class).
          
          kinda sad na hindi ko kaklase mga best friends ko. may mga kilala naming ako sa bagong section ko, pero mga di ko na ka-close, yk??
          
          pero sana, sana lng, tumaas grades ko this academic year at macaroon ako ng mga friends. literal bake mawala ung utak ko pagwala along friends. #manifesting
          
          anyways, dapat tulog na ako e pero hindi. nagchchat lng ako sa mga friends ko. 
          
          luh gagi naging twitter ba ung wattpad?? oops. what if i-tweet ko rin to?? jk lng.
          
          anyways, goodnight sa mga tao na nakakabasa nito at gising pa.
          
          ipagdasal nyo ako plsspslspslpslspsspslpslsps.
          
          ok bye na talaga 
          
          

I just opened twitter and I see a tweet from Mysta saying that he's gonna graduate. Honestly, I'm upset, but I hope that his life will continue on smoothly. I really will miss him 

Currently squealing over a book rn