@jerseysboywonder
i feel weak and i’m sleepy but im not able to fall asleep. i have an ear infection. im dying.
dream about me. it’ll help. i think this my last msg of the day. ima have to hand in my phone soon and maybe i’ll have it tmrw but idk after fhay
that’s the first time i didn’t accept and eat taco bell. i ordered it and went to pick it up. came home. had fiesta potatoes by forcing myself. and then i couldn’t eat. i sat there thinking how my life is rn. i can’t fucking eat. cus of my bitchass ear. yk i ended up wanting to fight with myself the whole day. anything and everything makes me mad. and i yell at everyone around me to shut up. cus it makes me mad only being able to hear clearly from one ear. i wanna cut my ear off.
okay how about u go to sleep and rest so ur ear can get better and stop being an angry little baby
and look at u. telling me to get someone to do it for me. instead of doing it for me
@jerseysboywonder stop getting mad or else ur gonna do something dumb and make it worse
i wanna drive by ur house but i havent done that in 3 weeks ever since u told me not to.
u could prolly come rn cus im not there but u shouldn’t in case someone or my mom seees u
this whole condition that’s going on with me has increased my anger.
i need someone to remove the wax for me. they tell me to remove it myself. but i can’t see in my fucking ear. like i’m sorry my eyes are in the front and my ears are on the side of my head. want me to take my eyeballs and hold them to my ears.?
chup re. i’m gonna kiss u. u talk to much. no one wants to do it for me. “we too busy.” my ass too busy. ur sitting on the couch playing chess. and then im not able to eat cus everytime i try to eat and move my mouth. it makes my ear hurt. like fuck me. remove my damn earwax. and then play chess.
