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I got into Med, I can’t believe it. All the tears, all the hard times, all the wait, all the disappointments…I feel like it’s all finally worth it. I feel at peace and so grateful right now. 

Everyone has to read Crier’s War and Iron Heart by Nina Varela: it’s a sapphic enemies-to-lovers slow burn dystopian fantasy that is so so so well written. 
          
          Th duology fed my desire for escapism so well. I mean it still talks about wars, politics and fascism, but then again which fictional story isn’t based on elements of reality? 
          
          Speaking of which, the books balance aspects of reality and fantasy expertly. Nina is so talented and such a good writer. Oh and have I mentioned, she’s queer too? 
          
          Maybe I should have paced myself, because I finished them in 5 days when all I wanted to do was stay in their world a little longer. Maybe, forever. 

I think I read too many fanfics. I had a dream with Lizzie, Scarlett and and let’s just say my mind was in the gutter. This is the first time it came to me naturally, like I didn’t volunteeringly make up the scenarios in my head. fking hell, could have gotten a lot more steamy if my dad didn’t barge in to wake me up

I’m not gonna spoil anything so I’ll just summarise my multiverse of madness experience in one sentence: I want to cry. 

You know the feeling when you’re so excited/nervous that you want to shit?
          
          
          Yea that’s me now CUZ LESS THAN 12 HOURS TO SEE WANDA ON THE BIG SCREEN BITCHES 

I GOT MY TICKETS FOR THE RELEASE DAY OF MoM ON MAY 4TH. I’M SHITTING MY PANTS RIGHT NOW I’M SO EXCITED. CAN’T WAIT FOR WANDA TO UNLEASH ABSOLUTE HELL ON EVERYBODY❤️❤️

Nah it’s the fact that I have a crush on the whole USWNT team.

I just finished watching “In From the Cold” and I’m starting to think that I have a thing for female Russian spies. 
          
          This might be an unpopular opinion but I actually expected more from the Black Widow movie. I feel like they didn’t really use Natasha to her full potential. It was a fine movie but it could have been so much more.
          
          And after seeing this, I’ve realised how much more better it could have been if BW was a Series instead of a Movie, but I’m glad to have found this underrated series (: 

Idk who’s lucky, Tom or Zendaya. I’d kill to be either one.

You know the camera shot in Winter Soldier where Natasha drops down while shooting the guards with her two pistols?
          
          I want her to fall and land on my face like that. 
          
          and bruh the way she said “Hey Sailor” with THAT smirk,, she was one sexy mf in CATWS