jessyterry

Waiting for your favorite book to update is like waiting for Christmas right now..... #Hers

jessyterry

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Here's the thing, no one reads this but I'll post anyways because I need to breathe. I cried today looking in the mirror. I was wearing my black veil brides shirt today tons of people looking at me like a fees I smiled. I know what I am. But guess what I can say I don't give a flying fuck at the moment. But at the time of weakness, at my time alone... I looked at myself in the mirror, saw nothing. Your reflection is suppose to show your soul. We'll mine must be empty, hollow because that's what my eyes said. I cried and asked myself why? Why am I a target? Why do I care? Hy am I still here? Why can't I actually mean that I don't give a fuck? Why can't I be happy 100% of the time? I dried of my tears and put my mask on once again.  I'm strong, I won't break down. That's one thing I have learned form my bands. I won't give up.

jessyterry

Hum thanks this replay surprised me in a good way :) thank you I'll hold you on that. Besides the day will come just like death that one thing is for certain
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awesomedogis26

@jessyterry keep putting the masks on and carry on, someday when someone asks, take them off. that day may never come, and still hasn't for me.
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