loki / smokey / schrö

WAIT DONT LOOK AT MY BOOKS HERLP OH SHIT

hey babe *winks* walks away with a hot pose

why do i keep losing everyone. is there something about me that everyone hates? im losing my own family and friends at once and that doesnt really help my depression. i fucking hate my life and im on the verge of killing myself at this point. and when things COULDNT GET ANY WORSE, MY GREATEST FRIEND OF ALL TIME BROKE HIS OWN PROMISE, NOT TO LEAVE ME ALONE IN THE SHADOWS. thats where i just lost myself. i cant remember much because i took a nap after i went through chaos, destroyed my room and nearly crushed my laptop, harming myself and kicking my walls and just having a tantrum. i couldnt even remember what time it is anymore, and i don't know who i am. im a fucking changed person, and i will never make a change like ive always wanted to. whatever i fucking do i keep going back to bad. my mom and my cousins were right honestly, i should kill myself. he hates me, everyone hates me, my FAMILY HATES ME. i loved everyone but all they did was make my heart worse, i want to fucking stab myself and hang myself. i loved him but all he did was leave me alone. 
          
          
          he probbably still hates me, but thats okay.
          i still love him

i will literally leave the osc for the scp foundation :drool:

i will spoin

SUCK ON MY BIG FAT MAN TITTIES BITCHES 
          RAAAAAAAA

ass and dicks and pussy pussy

i cant stop bingewatching dharmann hekp

tmw ur not actually gonna be homeschooled and ur actually going to a private christian school and its gonna be scary

im fine
          
          
          I HATE THE FLOOR