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hi guys,
          i know i haven't updated or published any books for way too long and i truly am sorry about that. 
          
          it's just, i haven't been feeling too well these couple of months. 
          
          i've been really unhappy lately, you could say i'm at my worst right now. 
          
          i went to the doctors like a month ago and i told me i've been really depressed for 2,5 years. they signed me up to go to a therapist and some kind of support group idk. my first appointment is in april so we'll see how it all works out. 
          
          i have 3 books in my unpublished list thing so hopefully i'll be able to actually write them when i start to feel better. 
          
          once again, i'm so sorry. 
          
          love, me. 

*walks suddenly up to you and wraps arms around your smaller body, squeezes you into a tight comforting hug and burry my face down on your shoulder* just needed to do that. 

still can't believe i met 5sos

you're turning into a bitch who are you lmao 

you're the fakest piece of shit lmao

omg thank you for following me! your profile looks so cool fml

hi haven't talked to u in like months??? how r u i miss ya bbg

hi babygirl,
          i just saw your update on lost and i know to wrote about me to.
          
          i know i did alot of bad things. i know i treated you like shit.
          
          but i really am trying to make you happy even it doesn't work that fast.
          
          i know you're shit and you know mine. 
          
          i really want to make you happy again and i know i can't help you with everything but i just want to help you with some of it. i'm after all your best friend (i guess???). you mean alot to me Enya. and i care alot about you, even my parents do. alot of people care about you, sometimes you don't even see that but there are people who really cares. like me. even i don't really show it but i do and i'm trying.
          
          i love you alot, alot and alot. i can't live without you. 
          
          i love you
          
          cait.

do any of you know some really good sad fanfics?? if so pls tell me so i can read them, i really need some new ones. ♡

i'm a fan.