mae

am i allowed to cry?

mungkin aku tak penting?

i am too hurt to pretend to be okay

you're too silent abt what u feel while i'm too vocal abt my feelings. we both struggled and hurt

give up....

rereading my only amee dami, and I remembered betapa bahagianya saya masa ni dalam menulis. i consistently update, and i have fun writing it. obvious sangat tengah happy masa menulis cerita ni sebab after 3 years, bila saya baca balik cerita ni, i can feel the love. the atmosphere, every words, it full of love. amee dami, you're gonna be my favourite forever <3
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/309387392

"i thought you're getting better" i thought the same, but here i am, talking to my therapist again

crying and sobbing because i feel hopeless... nak balik... tak nak duduk sini... nak ibu...

holla im back here again!

im back! my life now great! hope this last long, i don't want to jump off the building to make me feel better again