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Happy 40th to me, ugh! Rn I'm in Manchester,TN all thus stress isn't healthy home and at work. I swear for years I have been the "Human Target" for a lot of ppl. I hate how me being myself gets ppl a certain way. I only luv the greatness it brings, but the annoying hate it brings is driving me insane. I'm a different breed , yes, but keep the anger and annoyance to yourself. I can't take any more drama from ppl it's driving me insane. Being me is hard asf, and I admit I wish I was someone else, but hey, we can't choose who we are or become, especially when you don't have all the ingredients to do so. I try so hard not to be ALL me with ppl cause they can't take it lol but long story short my bestie is impossible to hate but he drives me insane and we're both the same sign and we're like each other except I don't blow up in anger for no reason but that's just him lol I luv my bestie and wanna punch him in the throat at the same damn time. But fam update I'm SINGLE and working and traveling at the same damn time it's stressful and fun and amazing all in one. But I'm out here doing what I do for my mother and minions who are 18 my big baby who's got a job interview today wish my baby some luck, my 15yr old who's just full of wisdom and laziness lol,My special baby who's 12yrs old who's doing his best to cope with our situation (fill yall in l8ter), my baby girl ugh I love her so much knowing she's getting her lil' acorns (boobs lol) and I'm insanely loosing it mentally lol but I gotta realize soon she'll be a teen soon and fuck it I'm not ready lol, my twins who are 6yrs old and running all of us insane lol but they my babies no doubt, and last my 3yr old ugh that child is killing me lol but its little perso ality is crazy little boy legged self lol he is a whole personality it's insane lol. Now, as for my Queen, she's doing well and keeping the fort down when I'm working, so there's that.
