*LtfMyLovi3s*

Meant to say this year....

 As of May thus tear we lost our home to a bullshit reality company (cough.... JWB). She said she sold the property but in truth she lied cause she couldn't raise the rent that was $1,058 a month for a run down 1951 built house. Idk what I'm gonna do cause every dime I make goes to my mother and kids, and as of now they're in a Inn rn. Ugh! Wish I was able to be  the rescue crew to make things MUCH better than it is now. I worry every second for them like today is my B Day and all I'm thinking of is them and this fucked up situation we in. Crying won't solve this HUGE situation and which we have been in multiple times. (Sigh!) Tired of feeling hopeless all the damn time hate that I'm by myself on this for so damn long it's sad. Damit, I  just wanna climb the Tennessee mountains and scream till I can't scream no more. My kids dads aren't bout shit and neither is my family. I do what I can by myself like I been doing. No one knows what's happening in your life until you decide to speak. 

Happy 40th to me, ugh! Rn I'm in Manchester,TN all thus stress isn't healthy home and at work. I swear for years I have been the "Human Target" for a lot of ppl. I hate how me being myself gets ppl a certain way. I only luv the greatness it brings, but the annoying hate it brings is driving me insane. I'm a different breed , yes, but keep the anger and annoyance to yourself. I can't take any more drama from ppl it's driving me insane. Being me is hard asf, and I admit I wish I was someone else, but hey, we can't choose who we are or become, especially when you don't have all the ingredients to do so. I try so hard not to be ALL me with ppl cause they can't take it lol but long story short my bestie is impossible to hate but he drives me insane and we're both the same sign and we're like each other except I don't blow up in anger for no reason but that's just him lol I luv my bestie and wanna punch him in the throat at the same damn time. But fam update I'm SINGLE and working and traveling at the same damn time it's stressful and fun and amazing all in one. But I'm out here doing what I do for my mother and minions who are 18 my big baby who's got a job interview today wish my baby some luck, my 15yr old who's just full of wisdom and laziness lol,My special baby who's 12yrs old who's doing his best to cope with our situation (fill yall in l8ter), my baby girl ugh I love her so much knowing she's getting her lil' acorns (boobs lol) and I'm insanely loosing it mentally lol but I gotta realize soon she'll be a teen soon and fuck it I'm not ready lol, my twins who are 6yrs old and running all of us insane lol but they my babies no doubt, and last my 3yr old ugh that child is killing me lol but its little perso ality is crazy little boy legged self lol he is a whole personality it's insane lol. Now, as for my Queen, she's doing well and keeping the fort down when I'm working, so there's  that.

Hey girl thank you for voting for my book Believe Me or Not. 

Hey fam I just updated my me book and Wattpad being a bihh and wouldn't let me put photos on my update, so I'll update on another chapter love u guys ❣️

Hey fam,
               Ik I've been gone for a while been busy making that money lol so been going out of town doing food vending. Been to Daytona,FL last year. Live Oak, FL  and Georgia and Texas and Im coming home from Panama City,FL rn. So soon I'll be leaving to go to Nashville,TN in like after 3 days. So I'm gonna try to write more when I have time but love y'all and keep being amazing humans. 

hey fam,
             My family and I recently got better from a viral stomach virus and now i have to find a way to pay some last bills and now I have to do my own taxes like seriously like my tax lady tells me that i gotta make a self-employed application and she sent this shit when i was sick and tell me i can't text her about it IRS making her do this bull like um... if i do my shit you're not getting paid like what's the fucking point but i don't do this i won't get anything next year in which I'm really freaking out cause for 3yrs we've been trying to move but i have a feeling we will never be in a bigger place (face palm) idk what to do anymore

Hey fam ik I've been MIA only cause my time hasn't been great. A whole lot has happened and is happening. I broke up with my bf of 11yrs this month weeks ago and my emotions are all over the place. So forgive me if I don't write or respond as much. Love you guys and stay safe 

Fam spread the word plz need help in danger of losing everything just see if anyone cares enough to help... thanks.
          
          https://gofund.me/5e4cd3fb

Hi, @jewel3384!  Thanks much for the votes for Uncaging Bunny.  Much appreciated.  I hope you enjoyed the chapters ❤️❤️❤️