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Hey LTF Babies if there are any left lol don't get me wrong I have my moments when I binge watching them and stalking IG for new ways to see if I go crazy for they faces just appearing on a post or Laurent being sexy as always or a hair do that would make me melt. Anyway just letting y'all know I had to get an emergency C SECTION again for this one and almost lost my life in the whole thing. He was born June 7,2025 @2pm weighing 6lbs and 5 ounces and 20 1/2 inches ❤️ named him Jackie like my fave actor and my kids fave actor Jackie Chan  lol dgm lol anyway we still didn't find a home and living with friends and family but I'm starting to realize my city ain't shit,my state ain't bout shit and neither is my family and my bestfriend/baby daddy or no man mg luggage is obviously too damn heavy to carry 

Hey my babies I found out last month through a blood test and it's another boy baby boy #7 and child #8. Due June 17 2025

Hi Mommaaaaaaa

Hey fam well guess what I'm expecting again and it was a best friend of mine and we have been friends for a year as of October 14th but crazy thing is he wanted me to abort it but like I told him I don't believe in that sh*t so I'm gonna go a long with this pregnancy even tho it feels like I'm dying AGAIN well at least my last child is on the toilet and not diapers anyway we living with family so as of now since before we lost our home I have done just about EVERYTHING to help my family and nothing worked so I'm trying GoFundMe again so.... Here it is,
          
          https://gofund.me/4e42cfb2
          
          PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO ANYONE WHO HAS A HEART AND HELPS THOSE WHO REALLY NEEDS A HELPING HAND...
          
          
          I just wanna be able to purchase my family at lease a 4 bedroom in my hometown Jacksonville FL 

Meant to say this year....

 As of May thus tear we lost our home to a bullshit reality company (cough.... JWB). She said she sold the property but in truth she lied cause she couldn't raise the rent that was $1,058 a month for a run down 1951 built house. Idk what I'm gonna do cause every dime I make goes to my mother and kids, and as of now they're in a Inn rn. Ugh! Wish I was able to be  the rescue crew to make things MUCH better than it is now. I worry every second for them like today is my B Day and all I'm thinking of is them and this fucked up situation we in. Crying won't solve this HUGE situation and which we have been in multiple times. (Sigh!) Tired of feeling hopeless all the damn time hate that I'm by myself on this for so damn long it's sad. Damit, I  just wanna climb the Tennessee mountains and scream till I can't scream no more. My kids dads aren't bout shit and neither is my family. I do what I can by myself like I been doing. No one knows what's happening in your life until you decide to speak. 

Happy 40th to me, ugh! Rn I'm in Manchester,TN all thus stress isn't healthy home and at work. I swear for years I have been the "Human Target" for a lot of ppl. I hate how me being myself gets ppl a certain way. I only luv the greatness it brings, but the annoying hate it brings is driving me insane. I'm a different breed , yes, but keep the anger and annoyance to yourself. I can't take any more drama from ppl it's driving me insane. Being me is hard asf, and I admit I wish I was someone else, but hey, we can't choose who we are or become, especially when you don't have all the ingredients to do so. I try so hard not to be ALL me with ppl cause they can't take it lol but long story short my bestie is impossible to hate but he drives me insane and we're both the same sign and we're like each other except I don't blow up in anger for no reason but that's just him lol I luv my bestie and wanna punch him in the throat at the same damn time. But fam update I'm SINGLE and working and traveling at the same damn time it's stressful and fun and amazing all in one. But I'm out here doing what I do for my mother and minions who are 18 my big baby who's got a job interview today wish my baby some luck, my 15yr old who's just full of wisdom and laziness lol,My special baby who's 12yrs old who's doing his best to cope with our situation (fill yall in l8ter), my baby girl ugh I love her so much knowing she's getting her lil' acorns (boobs lol) and I'm insanely loosing it mentally lol but I gotta realize soon she'll be a teen soon and fuck it I'm not ready lol, my twins who are 6yrs old and running all of us insane lol but they my babies no doubt, and last my 3yr old ugh that child is killing me lol but its little perso ality is crazy little boy legged self lol he is a whole personality it's insane lol. Now, as for my Queen, she's doing well and keeping the fort down when I'm working, so there's  that.

Hey girl thank you for voting for my book Believe Me or Not. 

Hey fam I just updated my me book and Wattpad being a bihh and wouldn't let me put photos on my update, so I'll update on another chapter love u guys ❣️

Hey fam,
               Ik I've been gone for a while been busy making that money lol so been going out of town doing food vending. Been to Daytona,FL last year. Live Oak, FL  and Georgia and Texas and Im coming home from Panama City,FL rn. So soon I'll be leaving to go to Nashville,TN in like after 3 days. So I'm gonna try to write more when I have time but love y'all and keep being amazing humans.