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Yesterday, January 3rd at 12:30am I lost my grandpa... He passed away thirty minutes after his birthday ended..
He turned 74 to die 30 minutes after...
I just want someone to tell me all of this is just a nightmare.. that he'll wake up...
But it isn't... And everything I wanted to say before he left.. I didn't. Coz I wasn't expecting him to leave this soon.. It wasn't his time yet.. it couldn't be.. he had at least 10 more years ahead of him... With so many bad people, like murderers and rapists, in this world, why did it have to be my grandpa who died..? He was a ray of light, that made smiles anywhere he went...
Life is so fucking unfair and it takes those with pure hearts away from you.. but allows terrorists, murderers, rapists, all those with emotionless hearts live to take away other's...
A piece of advice for all of you who still have your grandparents with you, tell them you love them everyday, spend time with them as much as you can, tell those you love everything that's in your heart.. because the time we have is little and life is short... You expect them to live up to be 93 or 99 but sometimes time rips them away from you sooner than you expect. And you'll never know when they'll be ripped away from you so make sure you don't hold anything inside, let them know you love them, let them know everything you hold for yourself. Because when they're gone.. you'll regret not telling them how you felt. And you'll want to tell them one last I LOVE YOU, one last GOODBYE. You'll want to hug them one last time, to kiss them one last time but you can't.. coz you can't turn back time. Life is just how it is. And for as fucking unfair as it is, let it be to love others, be kind, be appreciative of those who love you. When you lose them, the pain will be a lot to handle so cherish every moment you have with those you love.