@jgjfxnkyf ITS NOT Y/N!! I can't read y/n books either lmao, but I can't read straight books because its either misogynistic, sexist, or just stereotypical, or pick me, or just cringe T.T But yeah I remember seeing videos about "top 10 recommended books" and I saw moon, 3 words kim seungmin, and his scars, I wrote a list, and then I downloaded it, I didn't know there was any bl, but moon was my 2nd book ever and it destroyed me