In 2019, I opened a Wattpad that I wanted to test my knowledge to make sure I'm making up my sentences when I talk to people. Let Me Explain. I was anti-social so i dont really go out much. All i ever done was to play videogames, relax and chilling outside and deal with my narcissistic family that I get sick sometimes. Back in middle and high school, I'm just the ordinary one in the group that doesn't get well with others, so I joined them to boost my self esteem. Only to find out that I was doing it for validation and attention of others. So my life from online and school has been ups and downs; don't get me wrong. I've been hated and liked by many, depending on what situation it is. I didnt have any childhood friends growing up, since I was an outcast for all my life. Social Anxiety was KICKING MY ASS. Learned the hard way. I had a friend who (not saying who it is) backstabbed me because I wasn't in the right mind of space, only to find out that she had enough of me being a A- hole. Till this day, it's still hurting me for the past 4 years. I decided to stay to myself since I lost my 4 year friendship. She knew I'm a introvert cause I don't even talk very much, I just listen before I speak. I don't really care if somebody doesn't like or fuck with me as friends. Nobody doesn't care about what you think. It's a part of life and people gotta understand that. I went matured since start of covid. Who gives a fuck at the end of the day? I'm currently 24 years of age, no friends and no gf. That's all.