jhoessnakeu

is it weird to say that i don’t want to be happy? like, i hate my mental health but i’ve been depressed since i was 12, i’ll turn 19 this year and i don’t remember being happy and it scares me 
          	i only know my life like this. of course, being happy is probably really nice and the best that could happen, but how do explain that to someone who never was happy in the first place?
          	everytime i explain that i get weird looks and the only respond i get is: “well so you don’t wanna try? i see.” no i did and people give up at some point, which i obviously did. 
          	is here someone who feels kinda the same? i wanna talk to someone who understands me, because no one around me does 
          	
          	happy valentine’s day guys

-Jung_Cookie-

@ jhoessnakeu  I SAW IT 4 YEARS LATER AT THE SAME DAY WTFFF
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Geumgguk

@ jhoessnakeu  i kinda relate but i am at a point in my life, where I just dont care? idk i am not sad, i am not happy. There are some days where I feel down or a bit happier than the other days, but most of the time i just dont care. If you ever want to talk, i am here to listen.
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chaos_today

@jhoessnakeu I kinda relate to this, idk if this is what you meant but like, i find more comfort in negative emotions rather than good ones. That doesnt mean that i dont feel any positive emotions but like i know how to deal with negative emotions it is more comforting, positive emotions can really overwhelm me because i dont know how to deal with it
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Lina141009

Heyy❤️‍
          WattPad is silent since 2022 (on ur profile).
          I....don't really know what to say, but you're really inspiring me. I hope you healed, I really wish it for you. A few months ago, I started reading your stories. And I knew you were different. I started with "make up bros" and found "anorexia athletica". I started reading and I.. felt....understood.?
          
          Going trough a low point in life is hard. And having a bad relationship with food is even worse. I just wanted to thank you for beeing so honest in your books. 
          
          Take your time to heal, recover yourself from that time.
          
          I love you for beeing on earth. You make lives better and light them up.

jhoessnakeu

is it weird to say that i don’t want to be happy? like, i hate my mental health but i’ve been depressed since i was 12, i’ll turn 19 this year and i don’t remember being happy and it scares me 
          i only know my life like this. of course, being happy is probably really nice and the best that could happen, but how do explain that to someone who never was happy in the first place?
          everytime i explain that i get weird looks and the only respond i get is: “well so you don’t wanna try? i see.” no i did and people give up at some point, which i obviously did. 
          is here someone who feels kinda the same? i wanna talk to someone who understands me, because no one around me does 
          
          happy valentine’s day guys

-Jung_Cookie-

@ jhoessnakeu  I SAW IT 4 YEARS LATER AT THE SAME DAY WTFFF
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Geumgguk

@ jhoessnakeu  i kinda relate but i am at a point in my life, where I just dont care? idk i am not sad, i am not happy. There are some days where I feel down or a bit happier than the other days, but most of the time i just dont care. If you ever want to talk, i am here to listen.
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chaos_today

@jhoessnakeu I kinda relate to this, idk if this is what you meant but like, i find more comfort in negative emotions rather than good ones. That doesnt mean that i dont feel any positive emotions but like i know how to deal with negative emotions it is more comforting, positive emotions can really overwhelm me because i dont know how to deal with it
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jhoessnakeu

does someone wanna be my friend? :0

Yunatic

@jhoessnakeu if you want to, always
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LaStxrm

@ jhoessnakeu 
            
            Sure! ^^ but my social battery say no...idk
            
            LET'S BE FRIEEENDSSSSS ^^
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queltae

i wanna be your friend o.o
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jhoessnakeu

okay soooooo,,,, i’ll be back with writing i think. 
          ich glaube ich werde was neues anfangen, kurzgeschichten, was ganz langes- keine ahnung, aber das schreiben fehlt ://///
          
          habt ihr ideen? ship’s? plot twists? lemme knowwwwww

444lca

@jhoessnakeu yay freut mich dass du wieder da bist <3 vielleicht eine story über schizophrenie? klingt weird aber ich find du bist ziemlich gut darin mit solchen themen umzugehen ^^
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jhoessnakeu

ist noch jemand active? planning on writing again :/

TheFateRipper

@ jhoessnakeu  Yussir~
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Yunatic

@jhoessnakeu aber klar doch
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m1k0ccn

@ jhoessnakeu  YAS
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