jiggukae

dont care about anything else but bangtan being seven again. just got back from a casual night date with my bestie, which was basically our little tradition of celebrating my birthday night together every year but then came back to jungkook performing and all seven of them in one space again. oh god, basically ugly crying right now :')
          	
          	have no words to describe these feelings, ones that i thought had faded over time, especially in the middle of all this adulting. but no, that one special spot in my heart will always have their names carved into it.
          	
          	love them sm and just seeing them together again today, as seven, completely made my day. i love them and always will. to many more years with them and everyone in my life who had stayed while others left when things got hard. love every single one of u <333
          	
          	p/s: keeping these words here bcs everywhere else feels too toxic for me to talk freely about these things lol :))

apobangpogirlyyy

@jiggukae bby omg im so glad your birthday dinner felt warm and cozy and that you got to spend it with your bestie, that kind of comfort hits diff, especially on your special day and to have bangtan come back together around the same time?? it’s like the universe wrapped up the perfect little gift just for you :(
          	  
          	  i’ve only been with them for almost 4 years but even in that time they’ve become such a safe space for me. It’s wild how even though it hasn’t been that long, it feels like i’ve known them forever like they’ve always been part of my life in some way and seeing them together again...laughing, smiling, just being seven...felt like being pulled into this warm hug that reminded me why i fell for them in the first place!
          	  
          	  your words reminded me that this love is timeless. Doesn’t matter if it’s been 11 years or 4, we’re all just here loving them with the purest parts of ourselves. may we keep holding onto them with the same softness always <3
          	  
          	  bangtan forever, truly
          	  apobangpo <3
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jiggukae

@apobangpogirlyyy oh god, hi bb. yeah, it was such a great time to spend during my birthday night. it was all warm and cozy n glad i spent it well with my bestie. 
          	  
          	  right!!! i feel so overwhelmed by how everything is just back to how it used to be. them being seven again like they never actually got separated before. the only difference here is me already an adult and proud of how far ive come to be where i am rn. not that its the best position of my life but still discovering what life had to offer for me in the future. seeing them again makes me feel like being teenagers all over again, sitting in my room as i cried over some daesang award-winning back in the days when life was just about me and them and no responsibilities.
          	  
          	  tbh, 11 years with them had been a rollercoaster and if i were to tell the world about it, i would just say that, i love them and that's it. ive talked a lot right? may we stay true to our seven men always and forever <333
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apobangpogirlyyy

@jiggukae omg hiii ida bby!! im so glad you enjoyed your birthday dinner!! and this is literally your best birthday gift ever!! like bangtan being seven again on your day??? it’s like the universe aligned just for you :(( the way you described your feelings… i felt that in my soul. It’s crazy how no matter how much time passes, they still hold that same space in our hearts, untouched and glowing. Seeing them all together again really felt like coming home, didn’t it? like suddenly everything was right again, even just for a moment. THEM COMING TOGETHER  LITERALLY HEALED ME!!!  love that you’ve held onto them for so long...11 years is no joke and you deserve all the softness this comeback brought. love you and love our bangtan always <3
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exagustd

BB OMG HI thank you for reading ch34 LIKE WOW YOURE FAST :") 
          how have you beennnn. how has work been treating you??

exagustd

@jiggukae NO OH HECK NO. im sorry for the late reply omg but like im pursuing engineering so i'll prob go into the industry. where i'll most definitely be overworked and -
            
            that's it im stopping myself there BC THERE WILL BE NO PAYMENT :D
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jiggukae

@exagustd glad that u r doing good bb!!! anyway, corporate life huh? i am in no position to tell u but let me tell u something!! the only thing that is considered b e t t e r than uni is that all this stress comes with MONEY. HAHHAHAHAHHAH hope that makes u feel better lol bcs it did to me LMAO
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exagustd

@jiggukae IM ALL GOOD BBG, wow employment sounds as terrible as uni (tell me it's at least a l i t t l e better bc im graduating next year and im UNPREPARED). spill all the corporate beans, girlieee
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jiggukae

dont care about anything else but bangtan being seven again. just got back from a casual night date with my bestie, which was basically our little tradition of celebrating my birthday night together every year but then came back to jungkook performing and all seven of them in one space again. oh god, basically ugly crying right now :')
          
          have no words to describe these feelings, ones that i thought had faded over time, especially in the middle of all this adulting. but no, that one special spot in my heart will always have their names carved into it.
          
          love them sm and just seeing them together again today, as seven, completely made my day. i love them and always will. to many more years with them and everyone in my life who had stayed while others left when things got hard. love every single one of u <333
          
          p/s: keeping these words here bcs everywhere else feels too toxic for me to talk freely about these things lol :))

apobangpogirlyyy

@jiggukae bby omg im so glad your birthday dinner felt warm and cozy and that you got to spend it with your bestie, that kind of comfort hits diff, especially on your special day and to have bangtan come back together around the same time?? it’s like the universe wrapped up the perfect little gift just for you :(
            
            i’ve only been with them for almost 4 years but even in that time they’ve become such a safe space for me. It’s wild how even though it hasn’t been that long, it feels like i’ve known them forever like they’ve always been part of my life in some way and seeing them together again...laughing, smiling, just being seven...felt like being pulled into this warm hug that reminded me why i fell for them in the first place!
            
            your words reminded me that this love is timeless. Doesn’t matter if it’s been 11 years or 4, we’re all just here loving them with the purest parts of ourselves. may we keep holding onto them with the same softness always <3
            
            bangtan forever, truly
            apobangpo <3
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jiggukae

@apobangpogirlyyy oh god, hi bb. yeah, it was such a great time to spend during my birthday night. it was all warm and cozy n glad i spent it well with my bestie. 
            
            right!!! i feel so overwhelmed by how everything is just back to how it used to be. them being seven again like they never actually got separated before. the only difference here is me already an adult and proud of how far ive come to be where i am rn. not that its the best position of my life but still discovering what life had to offer for me in the future. seeing them again makes me feel like being teenagers all over again, sitting in my room as i cried over some daesang award-winning back in the days when life was just about me and them and no responsibilities.
            
            tbh, 11 years with them had been a rollercoaster and if i were to tell the world about it, i would just say that, i love them and that's it. ive talked a lot right? may we stay true to our seven men always and forever <333
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apobangpogirlyyy

@jiggukae omg hiii ida bby!! im so glad you enjoyed your birthday dinner!! and this is literally your best birthday gift ever!! like bangtan being seven again on your day??? it’s like the universe aligned just for you :(( the way you described your feelings… i felt that in my soul. It’s crazy how no matter how much time passes, they still hold that same space in our hearts, untouched and glowing. Seeing them all together again really felt like coming home, didn’t it? like suddenly everything was right again, even just for a moment. THEM COMING TOGETHER  LITERALLY HEALED ME!!!  love that you’ve held onto them for so long...11 years is no joke and you deserve all the softness this comeback brought. love you and love our bangtan always <3
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jiggukae

hey guys!! its bts 12th anniversary, basically my 11th year of celebrating it (and mind u its the month of their comeback as complete seven too!!!), and also my birthday yay!! so i wrote this three-shot au as a lil celebration of this special day :))
          
          enjoy reading and do shower some love if u like it. not a great one but definitely took me 3 days to finish it lol. ily <333
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/395700735?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=jiggukae

exagustd

heya, bb omg i have no idea how/when i'd unfollowed you. im so sorry ahh, i rly didn't know at all, my wp's glitchy. thank you for dropping by my wall—i thought i'd just prowl on yours too hehe. 
          
          have a good one today!
          —love, xo.

exagustd

@jiggukae nooo omg pls take care of yourself and take lots of rest too ;( 
            
            p.s. im dying to know your thoughts on dust bones so far. see ya soon bbg <33
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jiggukae

@exagustd oh god nooo. i dont even realized it tbh, haha. rarely been active here these days due to my busy schedule of work and some adult things i couldnt actually run from lol. have good one too today and days after. sending lots of love from me <333
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