Hello
Yes, I am still alive
I have a ton of texts asking me if I'm okay so I thought I'd clear it out here
No, I'm not okay
I'm lonely and my anxiety has peaked badly again.
It's not for a specific reason this time and that worries me more than anything else.
I disabled all social media but was forced to come back on instagram after I got a ton of calls but I doubt if I'll be active again.
No, I'm not going to post anything here, or reply to texts.
I'll see your texts if you message me on instagram but I don't know if I'll be replying or not.
This has been going on for quite a few days and I'm quite exhausted of everything.
I don't know what I want, or what I can do about this or anything at all.
Please don't ask me if I'm okay. Please. I'm begging you. I'm tired of breaking down in front of random strangers and I'd rather not do it anymore.
My instagram is @ jigisha.writes but as I said earlier, don't expect me to text back a lot
I've been leaving friends on read too
I'm sorry
Take care
Love,
Jigisha