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hey are you ok? you rarely post stuff here

Hii! I know you don’t know me or anything but I’m a friend of heartforhan and Itd be greatly appreciated if she could know the reason why you blocked her please

EVERYONE! VERY IMPORTANT! Please if you enjoy my works read this!
          
          At first I want to quickly apologise, I know that my books brought a lot of people joy and I hope they still will, but I have to unfortunetly delay or in the near future even cancel the continuation of all of my books including "DEAL" and my poem's I know people really liked which is heartbreaking to me as I loved writing those for quite a while and I had very big plans towards it! 
          
          Why did I decide that way? there's a few reasons:
          
          First of all I don't feel joy with shoving the lovley boys of straykids onto characters that I imagined and the constant guilt I feel when writing especially explicit content of them. It's something I just don't enjoy doing anymore and I will most likley not continue doing that with real people anymore. I hope you all are aware that a persons opinion such as mine can change and I'm not trying to shame any of the awsome, gorgeous and amazing writers out there!
          
          Secondly, I find myself lacking motivation to write! I have been focusing on my art, my original characters, on my real life and to settle a job (and gaming) and most importantly my mental health
          if i would ever return to writing it would be with characters of my own or fictional characters i find just as enjoyable as i found hyunlix and minsung to write
          
          At the end of the day I'm really greatfull for everyone's support, you all have been just so kind and awsome and your comments of support or shock or guessing who was the suspect in "CASE LOVE" was just so amazing to witness and it allways warmed my heart!
          
          The books won't be dealeted so everyone can look at them, if anyone would be interested in continuing to write DEAL please dm me! i use "ethrvy" on most social media so that's where you can find me! 
          
          Once again, I love you my stars, if I ever write fanfics again or books on my own on a diffrent account so if you see in the future a account names "ethrvy" then expect it to be me, sending all the love 
          
          - jihan

HELLOUR MY LOVLEY STARS GUESS WHO POSTED CHAPTER 15 OF DEAL!????? ME!
          
          HIHI I'm sorry for my uniactivness... it wont change. I STILL ASPIRE TO FINISH THE BOOK THO! I WILL I PROMISE!!!!
          
          Alrigth that was me, see you in like i dunno i few months? A few weeks if life's good! AND THANK U EVERYONE FOR THE FOLLOWS AND FOR ALL THE SUPPORT I LOVE YALL MWAH!!!!

I LOVE DEAL ITS AMAZING 

Happy christams chapter 14 and the dtart of seazon 2 of deal!!

bruh I am reading Heavs official Blessings second book but please I cant focus couse I have the will to write... SO! Exepct a new chapter in the following hours/days
          
          And happy christmas to everyone celebrating and for those who dont happy 24 hours!

! ANNOUCMENT !
          
          Omg! THANK YOU GUYS FOR OVER 100 FOLLOWERS! It's so unreal seeing so many people wanting to read my stupid little hobby work, but im so great full for this support! I promise I will post DEAL chapter before the school year starts! 
          
          one last time thank you so much for the support it really makes my day seeing all my stars, reading all your comments it's just something out of this world! I love you all very much and I hope you guys stay with me and see my improvement as a writer I am trying to improve my writing with every chapter <3
          
          hope you have an amazing day and be ready because maybe there will be a special for this occasion! 
          
          (also a reminder that I have open commissions so if you have any ideas for a one shot or even a book, please leave them down here or in my PROJECT; STRAYKIDS book under the right index chapter) 
          
          LOVE YOU ALL XOXO ~ j i h a n

I WISHH YOU ALL A FANTASTIC BINNIE DAY! YUHOO! this is a day fibally worth celebrating!

posted another poem for anyone interested in my feelings! haha nah its about a moment in my travel which i can't seem to forget! literally performing songs for peaple with my band of idiots is the most amazing feeling i wish to get more of it!