jijihatesthisname

hey y'all
          	
          	i'm deleting my account in about a month or so. it's for personal reasons that i do not wish to share, not because it's embarrassing, i just don't want to share it because i don't want to share it with random people on the internet. 
          	i guess this is kind of like an early goodbye.
          	
          	goodbye then
          	
          	fighting~

genviieve

@jijihatesthisname if ur seeing this and wondering why she disappeared its bcuz she quit being a kpop stan, came out as pan and became a punk guitarist LMAO
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manilacone

-Bye-
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manilacone

Before you go-
          	  Do you like cattepillar Joon
          	  I need to know
          	  (I hope everything's going great for you! I really liked your book-and thanks  for the help! Though I forgot. Well)
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jijihatesthisname

hey y'all
          
          i'm deleting my account in about a month or so. it's for personal reasons that i do not wish to share, not because it's embarrassing, i just don't want to share it because i don't want to share it with random people on the internet. 
          i guess this is kind of like an early goodbye.
          
          goodbye then
          
          fighting~

genviieve

@jijihatesthisname if ur seeing this and wondering why she disappeared its bcuz she quit being a kpop stan, came out as pan and became a punk guitarist LMAO
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manilacone

-Bye-
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manilacone

Before you go-
            Do you like cattepillar Joon
            I need to know
            (I hope everything's going great for you! I really liked your book-and thanks  for the help! Though I forgot. Well)
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jijihatesthisname

i'm having a great day today <3 i hope u are too
          
          (if u aren't having a lit day, feel free to vent bcuz i need some sister tea in my boring ass life and would LOVE to help with anything)

jijihatesthisname

ohh so thats why i didnt see u today
            
            feel better bestieee <3 luv uuuu
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jijihatesthisname

persona is amazing, and i should be happy because of the comeback
           
          if i say i'm fine, then i'm lying. 
          today has been such a bad day. i fought with my mom, i feel like a jerk because i couldn't celebrate my friend's birthday, i have like no money, i haven't eaten in days, and i just have the worst migraine ever. 
          that aside, how have you been?

jijihatesthisname

did you just say 'ya'll'???????
            
            are you okay???
            do you have a fever???
            should i come bring you medicine???
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jijihatesthisname

this message may be offensive 
we all have demons to face in our lives, but that is how we grow and learn. life isn't life without adversity and overcoming it is what prepares us for worse scenarios. you shouldnt hate your life. it was given to you with the intent of it being lived to its fullest, so there is no need to end it early. just because there has been a misconception with your mom doesnt mean you should harm yourself!! its not your fault that your parents are fighting!! trust me!
            also, you donated your clothes??? thats not a bad thing, you helped somebody! that alone makes you a good person, and you should be proud of such a selfless act.
            
            that whole rumor thing, let me tell you, rumors will never cease to spread because schoolchildren often SUCK ASS (coming from experience lmao). but the thing is, you shouldnt let things get to you.  you are stronger than any hurtful words. and just know that you have lots of people supporting you (including me <33) if anyone is bothering you, then just ignore those hoes!
            i wish you the best, 
            FIGHTING!
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jijihatesthisname

oh my god thank u for being such a precious cinnamon roll, that made me feel so loved even though i don't know who you are irl, thank you for being so nice <3
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jijihatesthisname

.......stray kids released new songs. (*´ω｀*) oh my fvcking gawdd
          
          i'm not okay. i haven't been able to write ANYTHING. felix is SO adorable, and jeongin's new hairstyle is killing me. and hyunjin...HYUNJIN omfg. alsooo, when aussie line raps in english, their accents are rlly obvious and i love it omfg. 
          
          <3 WOOJIN-CHAN-HYUNJIN-FELIX-JISUNG-CHANGBIN-SEUNGMIN-MINHO-JEONGIN  <3
          
          also, NCT's wakey wakey, i could not stop laughing about johnny's hair (i still love him tho)
          
          i'm gonna update 'reasonably clueless' before 'hyojin' bcuz i just got like a million new books and i need time to read them. i am awful at maintaining update schedules, but idfc. 
          
          sorry i'm such an annoying bitch, i'll shut up now. 
          have a nice day 사랑해 <3

jijihatesthisname

im hoping that its a wig or sumn
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jijihatesthisname

just published '~hyojin~. 
          
          i want to be like "you go bitch! good job coming up with a new story!"
          but in full honesty, i'm like "i can't believe you just did that you nasty little idiot. you set yourself up for failure."
          
          i am being so self deprecating.... i should stop being that way and appreciate my work. even if no one reads it, it is still hard to think of that and write it all...
          
          OH MY GOD I AM LITERALLY HAVING A MENTAL WAR RIGHT NOW. ughhhhhhh

jijihatesthisname

i am so ashamed of myself. i wrote a mini fanfic in 'reasonably clueless', but i had no intention of making it into a longer story. 
          
          but guess what this stupid hoe (me) just did.... SHE CONTINUED THE MINI FANFIC THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE CONTINUED!
          
          its not even good. but its fun to write. i joined wattpad so that i could simply read stories, but look where i am now; writing some stupid af fanfic that literally no one will read. 
          
          god, im so damn annoying.
          ill shut up now.

jijihatesthisname

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unpublished some stories, they were bad anyways. the only one left is 'reasonably clueless' which has no plot bcuz i dont have enough braincells to develop a whole plot with character development and stuff. 
          
          i had an idea for a fanfic, but do i really want to go down that path? 
          
          ANYHOO, im bored, and i dont know what song to listen to. 
          like do i listen to bts, or skz, or monsta x, or the other 2 million groups i stan. 
          IM SO ANNOYEDDDD
          
          sry for being an annoying lil shit, ill shut up now
          
          (congrats to txt on their debut, i love them already)

jijihatesthisname

i hate to admit, but you speak the truth, my friend.  then again, they ARE teenagers.... so their youthful appearance adds on to the fact that in korea, its not abnormal for men to look more feminine and pale.  but it's not looks that matter, it's personality and talent.
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