The tidal wave eventually pushed me back to the shore. Helping me not to drown in its depth. As it saw that those depths were not as glistening as it was on its surface. Darkness was all around and not a single light could be seen. Where was life? I guess life hasn't started there. Diving deeper and deeper there was no place to plant life yet. Eager to keep trying and unaware that little by little I was drowning and losing life. Worried, the sun, lends its ray as a guidance. The sky and wind pulled with its calming yet mighty blow. Laying down on the shore, body aching, mind full of questions and heart heavy as it could ever be. "Why?" I asked. No one answered and silence override the night. The moon was bright but we all know that it borrowed its light from the sun. The stars were as beautiful as fireflies flying across the sky. Fireflies? I guess the anglerfish hasn't been awakened in the deep blue sea. Closed eyes whispering, I hope that someday when I dive in those dark depths, there will be life. Not by someone planting one but by its own will to produce life within and create beauty in its finest and purest desire. Letting fishes swim without drowning and letting the anglerfish sparks its little light. Turning my back and looking at the forest full of life and harmony. Autumn is over? I guess new leaves and flowers are waiting for me.
Annemarie