i'm high-key considering deleting this account and just starting over. i'm not sure if you guys would even care, considering i never update anymore or interact. i lost my motivation for writing because of how chaotic my life has been. i came out as trans not long ago, i started college, i'm paying for a name change and i'm saving a whole bunch of money for therapy, etc. would you guys be disappointed? the last thing i want to do is let my followers down- trust me- but i really don't like this account anymore. i don't want to have to stress myself out over feeling the need to update, pushing myself to write and then beating myself up over not having confidence in my works. i've put so much into my stories that i'd hate to get rid of them, y'know?
maybe i'll just label this account as inactive and create a new one, idk. what's your opinion?
i'm so sorry for being like this.