@jilliancarey2004
Hey guys. Sorry I haven't Updated in so long, but I just have so much stuff going on. My mom has to get open heart surgery and there is a pretty high chance that she will not make it. It's making me really emotional just writing this, but I figured you guys deserve an explanation for me not updating. Sorry but I don't think I will be updating any of my stories for a while. I'm so sorry and I hope you guys understand.
Guys, my mom just got a French bulldog puppy and she is so so cute!!! We will be picking her up on Saturday and I can't wait!!!!!!
Hey guys. I know I haven’t been posting for a long time and I just wanted to let you guys know what was going on. So recently I have been feeling suicidal and my mom is not helping. I finally broke on Tuesday in school and told my therapist. She said we should call my mom, but I didn’t want her to know. Cuz before then I never told her. It didn’t go well at all. She then yelled at me when I got home. She said I’m just doing it for attention, but I’m not. I could really use some positivity right now.
I just got my heart broken twice in 3 days. I want to cry but I can’t. I should have known from the start. I mean seriously, who wants to be with a ugly lowlife girl like me.
@SolbyLittleSmuts thanks. Though right now I just feel like curling up in a ball and cry while eating some ramen and watching Sam and Colby! It’s also 5:50 in the morning where I am and I have been up all night so I might be doing that in a couple hours.
@jilliancarey2004 no don't think that, people are just not worth your time....sometimes you have to find someone you truly think would be good for you or in other words, take a break from dating cause all people wanna do is break your heart
Soooo
I just drove a car on the road for the first time. I mean, I was going like 15-18 mph, but still. I DROVE A CAR ON THE ROAD FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
I try to fix a lot of things, but I end up breaking them more. My thoughts are always at war, but bad gets the higher score. I feel like people would be happier without me, but tbh I’m not sure. I’m to scared to end it, but I think it’s the only cure.
Please don’t hate. I got plenty of hate this week from others, but mostly myself.
@jilliancarey2004 I don't know you personally but even though bad wins, don't end it! Trust me it's not worth it think of all the things you could do when your older! Don't worry about others that hate cuz alot of people are just doing that to bring you down, Even if you hate yourself do things that make you feel happy! p.s. stay safe and your are worth it
My great grandma is currently recovering from a stroke. She is 96 and if she has another one that could be it for her. So please send prayers.
Hey guys! Thank you for following me and supporting me. Even though I only have 3 followers I’m happy that you decided to follow me. Thank y’all for being so nice!
