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Okay so I'm a reader type of person and never wrote anything even on my conversation board but today I thought why not. So the thing is a lot is going on in my personal life for like 3 months. That 'a lot' including nothing but all the ill- fated and unfortunate happenings and the last thing I needed right now was any miserable news regarding any BTS member, but here we are with Yoongi being covid positive. I literally started crying when I read the news. Everything happening right now is so overwhelming for me, so overwhelming that I don't even know when do I start crying everytime something happens. Even the slightest of things, expressions, conversations are making me cry and draining me out. I always used to believe that everything happens for good but I clearly cannot see what's good in all the shit going on with me, or people i care about. Now if there's one thing I've learnt is that whenever you think things cannot be anymore worse life always proves you wrong. But I still somewhere deep down hope that this new year, life proves me wrong for the good. I hope my love gets better soon, I hope I get a reason to move on from things and to live, I hope something nice really happens and make me believe that life is not as cruel as I think it is. I JUST HOPE......
Until then MERRY CHRISTMAS ⛄