@jimins_attitude hey... please don't,
like trust me,, actually trust me when i say this..
deleting yourself from this world by your own will.... isn't the best answer, i can't go into much details.. but u will regret it, TRUST ME 100%!!
and, i know it may be hard, but like try to find a new something to do! like a hobby, or some volunteering stuff, or if u feel lost in life... maybe a religion?
tbh sometimes they work depending on the religion u chose. And to be honest, I've seen MANY people, internationally, and i saw many cultures, how they act and religions. and what changed from one country or region to another its the religion they had.
but anyways, find something and you will succeed, find your own path and passion and ignore the people around you. Who ever wants to be in your life then let them be welcomed, but not entirely trusted for ur life. if they don't, u may be better of without the tbh. Like, i know my words are harsh sometimes, but its reality... u gotta deal with it.
find a new side. look for a new angle. you will always find it but with a strong will, passion, and determination.
you will succeed but, patience is the key to success, so never give up and wait.
BTW.. I've been wanting to ask, are u an ARMY? a fan of BTS? or any kpop group?? just wanna make sure :)
be safe, stay hydrated and positive!!