𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑎 ꨄ.

valentine’s day when you’re still fresh from a heartbreak is the worsttt

“Moment for life” by Nicki Minaj is literally a manifestation song ! Prove me wrong.

patiently waiting for God to send me my Kordell Beckham (the woman version)

i’m tred of being single, but I’m also tired of putting in the effort to build something with someone, only to end up going nowhere and being led on. i wish people would lay their true intentions down upfront.

im having a really terrible week. my emotions have been everywhere, i just need a hug.

just totaled my car & started my period in the same day !

i remember being called “insecure” so often when i was just trying to express my emotions in romantic situations, and it frustrates me because i wouldn’t feel that way if there wasn’t such a lack of intimacy, communication, and reciprocity … if you don’t give me a reason to feel insecure, then i won’t be. wanting to feel secure in my emotions and my place in your life shouldn’t even be labeled as too much of an ask.

is it okay to say that college sometimes makes me feel really stupid sometimes? some of the material in my classes seem so absurd, or maybe i just lack the motivation to actually try. meanwhile, the high school students doing dual enrollment seem to be breezing through it. i know there’s no rush to finish school, especially since im only just entering my early 20s, but i’d hate to be stuck in the same cycle as I am now when I’m older. im under constant pressure to break “generational curses” and achieve my own goals and that makes me not even want to continue with school. my career plan feels so distant and out of reach, im not even sure what i want to do with my life anymore.

the song “I’m Not That Girl” from Wicked perfectly captures how it feels to never be someone’s first choice in love and how deeply it can affect you.

Rather than inaugurating the first Black woman president on MLK Day, we’re swearing in a racist felon. This is America !