jin-hobi

i recently got into kpop about 3 months ago, and before that i was in my emo phase for about three years and i had such a good and stable group of friends that all have the same music taste etc, they were all friends bc they were the emo outcasts
          And i was prolly the most popular?? I dont mean to sound conceited or anyth but i got along with all of them and brought them together even when they hated eachother, and therefore i was extremely happy and comfortable in the group, i had all the support and friendship i could ever need
          Until i got into kpop.
          Now that i have a different music taste to all of them none of them really like me anymore, i'm still friends with my "best friend" which is tying me to the group but all they do is insult my music taste, saying its shit, theyre all arseholes, they all look the same, and basically just disrespecting korean culture which is so damn rude
          I don't like their music anymore but im not just saying its all yelling and rlly loud guitar u feel??
          Anyway we'd been getting along rlly well and we were at home listening to music so i thought i could put on bts run since they all got to pick a song but as soon as i put it on i stg they were all saying things like "go die in a hole", "kill yourself", and "all kpop people should die"???? Idk if theyre overreacting or not, but considering theyve all been bullied to the point of depression they should understand not to say these things??? I tolerate their music, i shouldnt be made to feel like there is something wrong with me because of my music taste, its fucking ridiculous
          Theyre so judgemental that i was more afraid to tell them my music taste than when i came out to them and i cant even leave them, because i have literally nobody else
          But i dont want to tolerate my best friend telling me to kill myself because I enjoy BTS more than Hollywood Undead????

Tbh i want to start a bts fic but should i?????