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sup homies I’m still here and I’m gayer than ever 

I’m so sorry. I’m still alive. I had no idea I’d posted that thing where I said I’d overdosed. I don’t remember typing it nor posting it but I do know I wasn’t lying and that I really had done what I’d said I did. I’m still here, and I’m doing better than ever. I’m sorry. I’m also still working on murphy and I don’t plan to publish anything until the story is nearly finished. close though.

I overdosed this morning. it’s time, my dudes.

sitting here trying to do more on wrong number but I've read so many bts fics that it's at the point where I'm having to remove all the 'ya!'s I've accidentally put everywhere. I've also had to refrain from using the word 'pabo' waaay too many times. I am working on it though lmao (the story, that is), so don't lose hope in me completely

so. firstly, i'd like to apologise for disappearing for weeks without saying anything and not uploading. that 'funk' is still going on, and at the beginning of the situation I wasn't completely sure why I was feeling this way, but now I do. 
          I don't really want to get into it because I've not exactly left my wattpad untraceable to people I know, and I don't want the wrong people to know what's going on in my life lmao. I'll just say that I'm okay for now, today is a decent day and I'm feeling (somewhat) better than I was when I last posted, which leads me into my next point.
          secondly,, it's christmas holidays here in australia, so I'm going to have a lot more time on my hands to work on wrong number. I've also felt a little more motivated to do something with it these past few days. I've also experienced an amount of things since October that has shaped and changed me mentally and I have a few more ideas for the story; my experiences being things I can almost add into the story line. none of y'all might know what I really mean, but wrong number wasn't planned to be written with a 'happy ending', and the things I've gone through recently obviously aren't good things lmao.
          
          what I'm TRYING to say is that i WILL be working on wrong number quite a lot now that I don't have school and that the thing that's making me feel so shit isn't gonna be so present in my everyday life until school starts up again haha.
          
          I also got into BTS and hell i've forgotten how amazing it is to discover new music and be so excited about a band and music and all of that. music is really the only thing that has been keeping going the past couple of months, which is sad in a way, but (add shrugging emoji here). That's just how I've been feeling.
          
          So, I'll really keep posted about what I'm doing with wrong number up until school starts up again in late January. thanks for reading, if anyone did lmao ((: expect... something in the next couple of weeks, i guess.

)): sorry. I’ve been going through things recently and haven’t felt the motivation to finish wrong number,, but hopefully within two weeks I’ll be out of this funk and have the next chapter up and ready (and hopefully the rest of the story so I can start uploading)

oof so I said a few weeks ago I would fix up a chapter of wrong number and update it within the couple days I’d said that,
          but,
          I didn’t!! because ya girl is lazy. sorry, it will be soon though oops

also thank you all for 200 followers wow ily

listen up, pipsqueaks (I love you all I just needed to get y’alls attention you’re all an 11/10)
          
          I wanna upload a chapter in wrong number even though I’m not really done but I feel bad because everyone (literally no one, I’m fuelling my own ego) has been waiting since I think last year. I wanted to have most of it done by the end of this month and I know that isn’t gonna happen, and I don’t want to keep changing the dates and get everyone’s (once again, no one’s) hopes up by the end of each month that I change it to.
          
          Should I start uploading? I was thinking maybe once a week because then I’ll have enough time to write up a new chapter every week if I fall behind or something. I’ve written thirty chapters out of what I believe could be a maximum of fifty overall.
          
          Idk, someone comment or message me and help a lad out ((: 
          to upload, or not to upload, tHaT iS tHe QuEsTiOn

update on trying to turn my message board notifications off: it didn’t work.