i’m glad you have friends and people to talk to <3 your feelings are valid, and you shouldn’t feel guilty for having them. talk to your friends about how you’re feeling hun. they will be there for you, it’s what friends are for.
i’m sure if you left you would leave a hole in their lives. you shouldn’t doubt that. if the only reason you’re staying is because you don’t want to disappoint people, then that’s enough for now. it’s still a reason (:
things will get better <3 and you can message me any time (: