jinniessupernova

Just finished friendly rivalry and idk what to do with myself no more, wuh luh wuh levels of attachment between the leads, open ending, redemption arc, and I cried likeeee 
          	
          	Was I warned by tiktok edits? Absolutely, however that warning did jack all to prepare me 

jinniessupernova

Just finished friendly rivalry and idk what to do with myself no more, wuh luh wuh levels of attachment between the leads, open ending, redemption arc, and I cried likeeee 
          
          Was I warned by tiktok edits? Absolutely, however that warning did jack all to prepare me 

jinniessupernova

mood tonight: drizzling rain borderline rain storm xx
          
          deffo having a degree crisis as i always do but im finally at a point like i really wanna do what ive always wanted to do.. work with kids, either teaching or nursery like forget parental and family pressure .. like i love healthcare but it was never my first choice. 
          
          why borderline rain storm?you may ask... oh simply because i  relasped and im waiting for the waterworks to kick in... that mishap wasbecause of the crisis im in and i can already feel the failure symptoms of my people pleasure self and i felt overwhelmed... (i was and am tryna work on that)
          
          soundtrack to my breakdown:
          glee cover of wide awake
          bags by clairo
          every seungmin cover of a sad song
          glee cover of a thousand years
          marilag by dionela
          astro we still
          skz winter falls, lovestay and neverending story
          5sos ghost of you
          goo goo dolls - iris (specifically the live performance in the rain xx)
          dangerous by madison beer

jinniessupernova

I think I just realised I have the best music taste when I’m the most depressed and tryna gaslight myself that my depression ain’t all that .....

RyaSauvajez

@jinniessupernova contradictions to confuse and gaslight the depression? sounds effective (⁠òωó) 
            If you make it, please link it. I'm curious about the groups you listen to. (your username and pfp already suggest you have good taste <⁠(⁠ ̄⁠︶⁠ ̄⁠)⁠> )
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jinniessupernova

@RyaSauvajez omg you right I need to make one lol (mind you it’s probably gonna be contradictory to the mood but I discover good music or groups lol)
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RyaSauvajez

@jinniessupernova Σ(⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•) depression-gaslighting playlist when..?
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