jinniessupernova

So what does one do about having trauma from being a pedestrian in a car accident then being in a car between two lorries that ends up in an accident with 7 passengers in said car in the dark of night and having to climb out from the back of said car OVER ones auntie that looks gone while wearing your boyfriends hoodie and your headphones and not being being able to ever look at said aunt without the image of seeing her gone forever and forever feeling like you’re a cursed person but never wanting therapy because you feel like a burden but also having to mask how much of a mental and physical struggle it is for you because you usually run everything despite how much of a physical then mental and emotional toll it is taking on you ….

sandie7

@jinniessupernova - that’s a horrible ordeal but honestly, that’s not you being cursed. Thats the universe telling you that you are strong and will survive anything that comes your way. It’s the universe saying that you matter. 
          	  
          	  Sending you a virtual hug and if you need to talk about this but don’t want to go to therapy, I’m happy to listen. It’s not easy keeping everything bottled inside. It will fester until you can’t take it anymore. We don’t want that. The universe wants you to live, enjoy your life and keep fighting. <3
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jinniessupernova

So what does one do about having trauma from being a pedestrian in a car accident then being in a car between two lorries that ends up in an accident with 7 passengers in said car in the dark of night and having to climb out from the back of said car OVER ones auntie that looks gone while wearing your boyfriends hoodie and your headphones and not being being able to ever look at said aunt without the image of seeing her gone forever and forever feeling like you’re a cursed person but never wanting therapy because you feel like a burden but also having to mask how much of a mental and physical struggle it is for you because you usually run everything despite how much of a physical then mental and emotional toll it is taking on you ….

sandie7

@jinniessupernova - that’s a horrible ordeal but honestly, that’s not you being cursed. Thats the universe telling you that you are strong and will survive anything that comes your way. It’s the universe saying that you matter. 
            
            Sending you a virtual hug and if you need to talk about this but don’t want to go to therapy, I’m happy to listen. It’s not easy keeping everything bottled inside. It will fester until you can’t take it anymore. We don’t want that. The universe wants you to live, enjoy your life and keep fighting. <3
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jinniessupernova

Just finished friendly rivalry and idk what to do with myself no more, wuh luh wuh levels of attachment between the leads, open ending, redemption arc, and I cried likeeee 
          
          Was I warned by tiktok edits? Absolutely, however that warning did jack all to prepare me