jintato

Hello. 
          	This is going to be a bit long but here goes^^
          	
          	I'm sorry for being so inactive and neglecting my books for so long and without any notifications. The thing is I've been going through some stuffs these past months.
          	I'm not usually one to share these stuffs on my social media or other platforms but for some reason I feel safe here and I just want to pour out my heart here.(ToT)
          	
          	Around the beginning of the year, I was living alone in another city and was trying to come home. The lockdown and ban on transportation dragged that process on for almost 3 months and it was so stressful. 
          	
          	And sadly, my father passed away a few weeks ago. And I have so many regrets. We were a broken and complicated family and I keep wishing everyday if only I had tried harder to fix our relationship before time ran out. I'm still grieving and late nights are so hard especially when I'm just alone with my thoughts without any distractions. 
          	
          	And for the first time in my life, I actually caught real feelings for this one boy and it's been a cycle of blushes and heart stings. We're not dating and I don't know if we ever will.</3 But he's such a great friend, a good company and I'm so grateful to have him in my life but I'll be lying if I say it doesn't hurt wanting and wishing for more. (T-T)
          	
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jem12345we

@jintato im so sorry i hope everything will get better we are here for you. Take all the time you need.❤
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Jintaeto

You are strong my love.. The loss of a family member is hard so please take your time to overcome everything. You really poured your heart out here and we are greatful that you trust us enough to share it with us so thank you ❤️.
          	  
          	  You already know how much I missed you, so I hope that you find the peace and calm you need while writing. Like I said you have a bubbly, kind and sweet personality which I always adored you for so much, so please take care of yourself and your family as well.
          	  
          	  I'm just praying for you to have the strength to overcome this difficult time and find your peace and calm so that you can move forward and properly heal yourself.
          	  
          	  Take your time and no need to rush since you will always have us by your side and will be waiting for you to comeback whenever you feel like is the right time. Remember a lot of us are here for you.
          	  
          	  Like always I love you my dearest potato sister, stay safe and take care. I will be waiting
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KimLiner

@jintato I feel sorry to hear all you have been going through, but you are so strong to deal with that. My prayers are with you and your family. 
          	  Authornim, just know we all love you a lot. Take time for yourself, first focus on yourself and then come when you really want to. 
          	  I certainly missed you a lot and will be always here to support you.
          	  Love you. I'm wishing for the best for you and the things you want to achieve.
          	  I'm really really happy to get you back.
          	  
          	  ~Hwaiting ❤
          	  ~Borahae❤
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awesomeshree

Authornim, I just finished reading the story "Scenery" And I was so touched by how well and you have written about jin's emotions and how he had been doing all the things in his life according to what people wanted him to do. It was so awesome to read this story. This was the bestest story I have read till now among all the wattpad bts fanfics. I loved your writing. You are an amazing writer. This story didnot even feel like it's a story. It felt more like the real life incidents and thoughts jin had gone through. Thankyou so much for writing an amazing story. Love you lots and keep writing amazing stories.

HopeBlooms

I know the author is on hiatus. But I've just completed reading scenery and i have to pour it all out.
          
          God why its so beautifully written (╥﹏╥) And why its so underrated!? N why ur so underrated! The fact you're a literature student reflects in your writings.Idk why its affecting me so much, I hardly cry actually but when you started writing in Jin's POV i lost it. Maybe cuz i relate to Jin's character a lot. N its literally Jin irl. N Tae knowing all the insecurities without Jin actually admitting them N still assuring him, that's how he is. Thats how Tae has always been. Thats how they both have always been. N you describing it is *chef's kiss* Please know you're a beautiful author. 
          
          Thank you for Scenery ❤️

awesomeshree

@HopeBlooms
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seokjin_wifeyy

@yoongihasmochi17 Taehyung
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yoongihasmochi17

Hi! Can u tell me who tops in this? I’ll read nonetheless, just wanna know
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