gay? gay.

ugh so many things are happening idk what to hype anymore. will it be about the stack of stories I'm currently reading instead of reading actual books that includes all the formula shit in it? will it be about iz*one's upcoming debut in like a month (or more like impatient jobless iz*one stans waiting for almost an eternity)? will it be about eunbi's nonstop murder w/ her freaking goddess-like visuals?? will it be about my baby jungwoo being a part of nct 127 or nct 127 themselves having a comeback??? OR will it be about me stressing over stuff like this and forgetting my projects and the fact that I have a fucking exam tomorrow?!?!? heavens, please let me rest even just for a goddamn hour (by hour I mean an entire day). I'd gladly appreciate it.

kwon eunbi is the definition of the word "beauty." no kidding.

love is too complicated for an idiot like me to handle. love is too scary for a coward like me to face. f*ck love. I don't want this anymore...
          
          but no matter what I tell myself, I keep on loving him. I can't stop it. and even if I say I don't want it, deep inside I know I never regret having it.
          
          ang tanga lang diba?

oH MY GOD KIM JUNGWOO IS OFFICIALLY PART OF NCT 127 I'M BTCHEEEEEEEEEEESSS

nakakatakot magmahal. nakakaduwag. pero mas pagsisisihan mo naman kung di mo ipaglalaban. kaya kung mahal mo, ipaglaban mo. wag kang matakot at harapin mo. wag kang matutulad sa mga tangang katulad ko na pinakawalan yung chance at di lang man sumugal.
          
          oo, nakakatakot magmahal. nakakabaliw, nakakagago, nakakatanga. pero kung magiging masaya ka naman sa huli, worth it na harapin lahat ng yon diba?

nakakapanghinayang. ang sakit at ang bigat. ganito ba ang nadudulot ng pagmamahal? o ng katangahan sa 'di pagpili at paggawa ng mga bagay na alam kong ikasasaya naming dalawa? pakshet naman oh. ayoko na talaga.

HAPPY BDAY TO OUR ONE AND ONLY PRESIDENT \^o^/

EUNBI DEBUTED. MY QUEST IS COMPLETE AND NOW I CAN DIE PEACEFULLY.

HAHAHAHA LET ME JUST HYPE RIGHT HERE BC I APPARENTLY FORGOT MY TWITTER ACCOUNT BOO BOO THE FOOL I AM

ugh this season was literally the hardest to predict. I mean srsly, I was about to fucking lose my mind back there. chowon, kaeun, miyu & miru could've debuted. they should've. I'm a bit disappointed with the final line-up bc there's literally just 3 japanese and even chowon & kaeun isn't there. looking at the bright side, my top 3 debuted and I am extremely happy. I'll gladly stan izone (lol did I spell it right?) for eunbi, chaeyeon, sakura and basically most of my faves left there. they'll probably do great.